Ashlee, I am so so sorry. I have been through it only 1 month ago. I miscarried on april 3rd and trust me, I still have hard days and cry about it. And there are probably more hard days to come. I was 6 weeks along.
Please pm me, I am here for you to talk to. Trust me, hun, you are not alone in this. Just know that this is all out of your control.
My thoughts and prayers are with you....