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v00d00cita

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Posted: 06-05-06 06:52am

That's bad :\ how do you do at night? Don't you have any organization near you that can give you shelter?
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mxgurlie101

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Posted: 06-05-06 13:42pm

I dont know if there is anywhere I just hope soon my dad will come get me or my mom will let me back home. I just sit on a bench near the library kind in thelittlegarden area at night it sux. I want to be home. I cant wine about my problems because it makes me feel more down and im already down enough and not doing so hot. How are you?
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v00d00cita

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Posted: 06-05-06 15:32pm

Awww... That sucks and it's very dangerous? Have you spoken with your mother after coming out of home? And how about your father, any news? Don't you have any relative or so that you can trust in? :\
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mxgurlie101

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Posted: 06-06-06 13:53pm

Nope no news on my father yet but I hope soon. I went to talk with my mom but she didnt say anything and shut the door in my face. I dont know what to do anymore im almost out of money I brought with me from my birthday thats I was saving. I never really talked to my relatives before so I dont know where they live and all. Yeah im havinga rough time nothings ever going to be right again at this rate how about you how are you doing?
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v00d00cita

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Posted: 06-08-06 09:08am

So you have no house, no money, no one with you? :( that way it's hard to think positive, but try... :| can't you get a little part-time job or so? Well... You'd get some money and perhaps some food, but you'd still have no home to go. :\
all my worries seem when I think about yours...
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mxgurlie101

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Posted: 06-09-06 14:55pm

Ive already tried for a job but no one will hire a 14 yr old they all say you have to be15 or 16.Things arent going so swell right now but I guess ill try to manage somehow. I dont know where to turn or what to do anymore. Im out of ideas im out of money and cleanclothes and everything really. Im even out of positive thinking.Thanks for the support though
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v00d00cita

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Posted: 06-10-06 10:22am

Well..
Let me now if there's something I can do for you, to help you more. Todya is my boyfriend's birthday... I have a dinner at his home with his family, later...
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mxgurlie101

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Posted: 06-10-06 13:14pm

Good luck with dinner. Just think positive youll do well
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v00d00cita

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Posted: 06-12-06 07:54am

The dinner was cool, thank you.
I hope you are doing better today, as much as it can get better...
I'm having an exam at 3 pm (in one hour), I hope it goes fine. It would be one subject done and something else not think about for a while!
Cheers
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mxgurlie101

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Posted: 06-12-06 13:42pm

Im glad your dinner ent well. Im doing alright I guess im out trying to find some sort of job just to pay for food. I hopeyour exam goes well!
I'll cheers to that :) thanks your positivety made me feel a little happier
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v00d00cita

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Posted: 06-13-06 04:00am

The exam was kinda eay, let's wait for the results. Thanks for the support too :) god, it's raining cats and dogs here to today, big storm! =x
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mxgurlie101

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Posted: 06-13-06 15:19pm

Where you live I hope it doesnt rain here or im going to be a wet puddle
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v00d00cita

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Posted: 06-14-06 07:43am

I hope that too, that would be too unkind for you, girl. You deserve so many good things that life keeps fooling you and going just the other way around. But it will get better, it has to get better. I'm with you, girl!
I hope you can find a way of getting some money to feed yourself and somewhere safer to be and to sleep, at least. **
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mxgurlie101

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Posted: 06-14-06 11:33am

Im searching thanks for all the support youve been giving me it makes things a little easier knowing someones there I can talk to you dont know how much I appreciate this.
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v00d00cita

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Posted: 06-15-06 16:29pm

You are always welcome. I feel that this is absolutelly the least that I can do.
You showed us so much strengh and confidence when I and others most needed, that this is just one little thing.
I hope that your situation gets really better really soon... *
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mxgurlie101

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Posted: 06-18-06 16:52pm

Sorry its been rather long I passed out from lack of fluids and stuff in a park where some family found me and called 911. I was in the hospital a couple days and they want to put me in foster care but im not doing that I miss my own family. Well I hope everything is going wellwith you.
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v00d00cita

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Posted: 06-19-06 07:43am

God...
It's hard to hear that from you. Did your parents or relatives know about that? You need some real care... :|*
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mxgurlie101

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Posted: 06-19-06 08:51am

No they dont know I havent heard from my parents in a little over a month now or relatives its been a year or so. Im scared I dont know what to do anymore. Im tired of this. I wish everything were back to normal and I lived with both my parents and I didnt have my ed anymore. I dont want to be put in foster care I dont want any of that. No one would want me anyway a girl with so many issues. And if the state took over me theyd send me probably back tothe ed hospital which ive been there too many times and relapsed it doesnt work for me.
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v00d00cita

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Posted: 06-19-06 14:46pm

Girl, you have to think of a solution, whatever you think that will be better for you at this time, even if it's not a long term solution. :\
whatever you want, i'm here to try to help, even if the only thing I can do is listen. I wish that I could tell you to come to my place or to where I live to help you fix that, but it's impossible, lol. =x
here, when a child or teenager less than 18 (a minor) goes to the hospital and has to be there for some time, the hospital is obliged to tell the parents about that or to the foster care, one of those or both of them. Isn't this the same there? :\
look, you can call me, if you wish and have possibilities for that.. Which I that will be hard for you though, but it's still a chance! :\ ok?
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nursekim

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Posted: 07-23-06 14:32pm

A couple days ago sarah known as mxgurlie101 was brought into the hospital for malnutrition, heart failure, and failing kidneys. Im sorry to say she is no longer with us and dyed on july 22 2006. As she knew she knew she was dying at a weight of 60lbs she wrote a letter to me on a piece a paper she asked for. She wrote to me telling me to write emails saying goodbye to all her friends and to make an account on this exact website and go to her last post and write this. She also wrote to say goodbye exactly to v00d00cita for being there for her and helping her on her journey she really appreciates your support.

Rip sarah oct 1 1991 to july 22 2006
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