I think I may be suffering from post
partum depression. I am 21 years old and
just had a baby 4 months ago. I feel
hopeless. I love my child more than
anything in the whole world ever but I
cant seem to focus and I dread everyday
tasks. Not to mention my boyfriend and
the father of my baby, lets call him
"bryan" just doesnt seem to understand me.
We rushed into things much to soon and
i'm so hurt by something he's done to
me.
This last weekend he was talking online
w/his friends "matt" and "catie" and got
this wonderful idea to ask "catie" for a
picture of her nude. He told me about
this the next day but failed to mention
until three days later that he masturbated
to this picture. I'm so hurt. I consider
this cheating. I deleted her from his msn
messenger, I deleted her from his myspace
I even wrote her an email and asked her to
stay away from him. Suprisingly it wasnt
even horribly mean.
I wanted to call her horrible names. I
just couldnt, and still cant, seem to
realize his thought process. He says he
knew it was wrong. If thats so why did he
proceed to masturbate to the picture
instead of deleting it? I dont know what
to do. I dont want to leave him, I dont
want to stay. Please help me. Any advise
will do. I'm seriously hurt by this and
it's not like I never said anything about
cheating before. I was very stern and
repetitiously advised him of my zero
tolerence towards that behavior. We have
a baby but i'm finding myself very
unwilling to compromise. I'm so hurt.
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I want to be a mommy
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Posted: 06-09-06 13:42pm
Thats a toughie! How horriable for him to
do something like that at a time like
this. Alot of women go through the post
partum depression which could be your
case. Try keeping a journal so you can
see what upsets you and devote alot of
time to your new baby and maybe working
out. This could help you feel better
about yourself and if your boyfriend is
looking on the internet to find someone I
feel sorry for him b/c he could find some
psycho and he really needs to grow up is
he 16 and looking for free porn! Doesn't
he see he has you and that he can see a
real women naked! That is just a ugly
thing to do and i'm sorry. I would
definetley let him have it!
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