Okay the only way I get money is by asking for it. Of course I get asked what it's for. Other than that I would have to steal it. The only person I have to ask is my mother. I can't tell her yet.... & I absolutly abhore lieing. It's killing me to keep this from her but I know it's easier than having to deal with her and school and self and others together
i already have an appointment at planned parenthood. I dont understand what the big deal is. Get a test. Get a test. Get a test. I told you I am deffinate and that I have an appt set up for asap. They do not have walk-ins. I told you I am taking all precautions of being pregnant. I am sure myself and see no need to take a test to be positive when I will find out in 5 days anyway for sure.
That is when I will tell my mom. I have too many things on my plate right now to listen to my mom to start health forum at me for the rest of my life right now, I have 2 projects due, makeup work in math, and my finals start tomorrow.
I told my guidance councelor and she is helping me get extensions on my projects and is going to put me in contact with services that can help me, like birth, parenting classes etc
what do you think i'm worried about. I am not worried about now till birth, I am worried about after that, I don't care about stretch marks on my stomache, or stretched anything else, or the growing discomfort i'll have, or what i'll do in sept when im all fat bellied and expected to go back to school.......I am worried about the financial situation for my child, and what I can do for it......My bf has a job ( and is being supportive, he started talking baby names as soon as I told him) my mom has a job( although she isn't financially stable), my dad has a job(but doesn't live with me and will prolly disown me when he finds out, like he did his brother when he found out he was gay...He says "i have no brother" it disgusts me) my sister has odd jobs ( i'm never sure about her on anything shes so flip floppy) I have other family that i'm not verry close to but they know i'm out here and express their love when we do commuticate ( once in a purple moon )
but I dont feel right asking anyone for money except for my bf b/c he's half responsible.
I dont wanna think about it anymore. I have time to think. Not alot....But time nonetheless