Her diary
sunday night I thought he was acting weird. We had made plans to meet at a
bar to have a drink. I was shopping with my friends all day long, so I
thought he was upset at the fact that I was a bit late, but he made no
comment. Conversation wasn't flowing so I suggested that we go somewhere
quiet so we could talk, he agreed but he kept quiet and aloof. I asked him
what was wrong - he said, "nothing."
i asked him if it was my fault that he was upset. He said it had nothing to
do with me and not to worry. On the way home I told him that I loved him, he
simply smiled and kept driving. I can't explain his behaviour; I don't know
why he didn't say, "i love you, too."
when we got home I felt as if I had lost him, as if he wanted nothing to do
with

me anymore. He just sat there and watched tv; he seemed distant and
vacant. Finally I decided to go to bed. About 10 minutes later he came to
bed and to my surprise he responded to my caress and we made love, but I
still felt that his thoughts were somewhere else. I decided that I could not
take it anymore, so I decided to confront him with the situation but he had
fallen asleep. I started crying and cried until I also fell asleep. I don't
know what to do. I'm almost sure that his thoughts are with someone else. My
life is a disaster.


His diary
today the oilers lost, but at least I got laid.