I have been sooo emotional over the last
24 hours, so much that I told dale and my
mum that I dont want the baby anymore. I
know that's not true whatsoever but I just
feel like crap. I know i'm not fat but I
feel like a blimp and I hate having to
wear clothes that make me feel nice when
i'm just getting bigger and bigger and I
knew it was going to happen I just didnt
realise I wouldnt feel like myself
anymore. I feel like the most self
centered person right now.
To make matters worse my incredibly boobs
are now a 12f and I also fit into a 12g -
that's incredibly huge and I hate
it!!!!!
Did anyone else go through this emotion or
am I just being stupid?
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jillie81
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 07 Nov 2004 Posts: 485 Location: ,
Posted: 06-21-06 18:28pm
I've been so happy so far throughout this
pregnancy and i've been unable to control
my excitement this week coz we find out on
monday what the sex is and now I feel like
the most miserable person.
I cant wait for this feeling to go away!
And you're right the end will justify the
means!
Joined: 17 Jan 2006 Posts: 5041 Location: to hell with this crap
Posted: 06-22-06 09:04am
I have to say that I have been very
stressed out and whiney.....But now that I
am closer I feel horrible....Everything on
my body from my waist down hurts, oh and
my boobies hurt....The bras that I thought
would be good for nursing bras acctually
fit me now and they are huge c, my stomach
has finally grown out there and droped.
My hips hurt and I walk like a duck.
Every night that I walk down to my car
after work I just sit there and cry
because I am so winded. I feel so badly
because my little sister keeps asking if
amelia is still in there. And then she
kisses my stomach and rubbs on her. She
loves her new little neice and can't wait
for her to come.....Where I am not so sure
that I want her to be here. I just go
thru these phases that I want her and I
can't wait.....And other times im just
like can't it just go away? I know this
sounds bad but I am just going thru it
right now.
I know things will change once she gets
here. I know that I am going to be
ok.......But good lord.....This up and
down with my emotions are the worst part
of pregnancy.
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lil_blaze2004
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Joined: 29 Oct 2004 Posts: 6492 Location: ,
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Posted: 06-22-06 09:16am
I don;t know, I loved my growing belly and
it got huuuuuuuuuuuge. But feeling that
way is normal and there are gonna be days
after the baby is born where you go "oh f-
what have we done??" and that is normal
too!!!!
