Onset of Generalized Anxiety Disorder Posted: 06-21-06 19:37pm
Does this sound like the onset of a mild
case of gad?
Granted -- i'm still pretty normal
functioning -- but the symptoms are
noticeable. I get through more days than
not, but its a huge effort to make myself
ignore the symptoms when they are acting
up.
I've always been a sensitive, emotional
person.
Two years ago (college junior - after
transfer to a new high stress school)
started having frequent tachycardia/heart
palpitations, and also sweating issues.
Despite the season, would for no
identifiable reason sweat through all
shirts (underarm). Both symptoms occured
in stressful situations, but also in
situations where I could not recognize the
stress readily.
Symptoms persisted, with two occasions of
three panic attacks, that happened in
response to once too much caffeine, but
other two were major over reactions to
emotional events.
Then, since beginning of this year,
symtoms have significantly magnified.
All aspects of life can inspire stress.
Anything from relationships, to hobbies,
to school, to parents -- and the reactions
are way beyond how I used to react.
Logically in my head, I can realize this,
but I cannot control the internal
"feelings" of the reaction. Symptoms
include a a pervasive nauseated feeling,
heart racing, inability to concentrate.
Also, fluctuations between sleeplessness
and constant fatigue, frequent headaches,
occasional dizzyness, irritability, a lot
of embarrasment towards my over-reactions.
The embarrasment is not what it used to
be -- i'm a bounce back kind of person,
and now feelings of embarrasment plague me
with uneasy stomach, inability to focus
feelings. So -- needless to say this
constant edgyness got me down -- my best
way to escape was trying to sleep
excessively. It led to a good two months
of a depressed feeling that i've never had
before in my life. Sleep took over
desire to do anything else, constant daily
crying, despair over normal relationships,
distance from friends. It led to a huge
breakdown panic attack feeling that I
could not live like this anymore and fear
that I couldn't handle my life, where I
just couldn't stop
crying/hyperventilating. Since that
break, I was inspired to really focus on
the positives in my life, and the
depression has totally eased, and I am
back to feeling happy and normal.
However, these anxious feelings just
won't go away. The slightest daily
mishap/embarrasment/concern/worry will
cause significant feelings of nausea,
worry, stress, and most upsettingly -- an
inability to just enjoy any aspects of the
day. The focus is just on surviving the
moment -- and boy do the moments drag out
when I feel like this.
Sorry its long -- i'm worried taht these
feelings are going to get worse or start
effecting my life even more....
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