My First Love Girl (coming Out Story) Posted: 07-28-06 18:40pm
I have been in an all girls school since I
was a nursery and until now college but I
never had encounter romance relationship
with girls during my past years I even had
a boyfriend when I was in highschool but
it did not last long. I have been
friend with my friend (girl) ex which is a
lesbian for so long, she was there for me
and so was I when I need a friend and out
of the blue she told me that she likes me
but then the sad part was she was courting
another girl she did not ask me what I
felt about her since she knows it was
wrong and she is not expecting anything
from me, she was scared if i'm bi or
not..Thats why she did not ask.. Months
after.. The topic just opened and asked
me if I ever had feelings for her.. I
do not know what to asnwer, at my own
little corner I realized that I love her..
But its to late to admit that..Since
its hard to get out from the girl she was
courting for a year now. I love her, I
want her but I want her to be happy even
though its not with me. She is the
first girl that I fell in love with. I
told her that she does not have to make a
choice, I dont want her to be confuse
because of me. But I really do love
her... Should I fight? Or wait?
Or just let her go.... May be this is
just a phase... Im not really bi.. I
dont know how to tell my friends..
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