Why Does My Mind Tell Me I Hate God???? Posted: 07-30-06 01:47am
I love god with all my heart, but here
lately these voices or thoughts in my head
keep saying I hate god, and start saying
mean things about god and I say outloud
stop and I try not to think about I try to
stop but my mind keeps saying I hate
god... And I dont hate god.... I think
ive lost my mind why is this doing this to
me????? Does anyone elese have this
problem.
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livingbipolar
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Joined: 02 May 2006 Posts: 8 Location: New Zealand
Don't Worry - It Is All Ok Posted: 07-30-06 23:34pm
Hey there. When we're unwell our minds
play these tricks with us, and it is easy
to get caught up in the loop. Number
one - god loves you and will not be angry
or upset with you when you get like this -
he understands and will be there for you
regardless of what you say or think at
those times, because he knows this is an
altered state for you. Don't worry.
Even though it may seem endless at the
time, it will pass and you will come out
the other side.
The best thing you can do for yourself is
to start thinking of ways to make yourself
feel good. Uplifting music, long walks,
a relaxing bath. Remember you are a
good and loving person. Take long
breaths and smile. You will be fine.
You also need to go and see your doctor to
look at effective long term or short term
medical treatment options. This can
make a huge difference to the quality of
you life, so don't put it off, or struggle
to get through this all by yourself.
You don't need to.
You are not alone.
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accatt2204
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Joined: 22 Aug 2006 Posts: 2 Location: Long Island NY
Posted: 08-22-06 20:39pm
Omg. I have had the same thing happen to
me for a number of months. I then
discovered and was diagnosed as having
obsessive compulsive disorder. I kept
having uncontrollable thaughts saying "i
hate god" and to stop them I would think a
million other thaughts to stop it. I
would get looped in a circle and obsessed
for hours a day. I thaught I was going
crazy. I had numerous other intrusive
unwanted thaughts that never left and I
was forced to live with for over 2 years.
I was diagnosed as having ocd and after
reading the symptoms strongly agreed, I
was treated for this and the treatment
seemed to work, bbut being ssri's threw me
into hypomania and well, now im on several
meds to handle the mania and depression.
Here are links and I hope you feel better,
I suffered for years with it, and am now
wondering as to whether or not it was
psychosis, or ocd. Just remember the
fact you are so worried about those
thaughts and thinking that means you love
god, and it is probably a chemical
disease. Just try to remember this, and
talk to someone immediately, you are not
crazy and are clearly in reality. You
appear to be having the intrusive thaught
or fear of blasphemous thaughts and your
compulsion to suppress the anxiety is to
repeat wwords or phrases to contradict
those thaughts and lessen your anxiety.
A common ocd obsession/compulsion<3
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"obsessions are defined by:
1. Recurrent and persistent thoughts,
impulses, or images that are experienced,
at some time during the disturbance, as
intrusive and inappropriate and that cause
marked anxiety or distress.
2. The thoughts, impulses, or images
are not simply excessive worries about
real-life problems.
3. The person attempts to ignore or
suppress such thoughts, impulses, or
images, or to neutralize them with some
other thought or action.
4. The person recognizes that the
obsessional thoughts, impulses, or images
are a product of his or her own mind.
Compulsions are defined by:
1. Repetitive behaviors or mental
acts that the person feels driven to
perform in response to an obsession, or
according to rules that must be applied
rigidly.
2. The behaviors or mental acts are
aimed at preventing or reducing distress
or preventing some dreaded event or
situation; however, these behaviors or
mental acts either are not connected in a
realistic way with what they are designed
to neutralize or prevent or are clearly
excessive."
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AnastasiaJE
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Joined: 23 Aug 2006 Posts: 2 Location: USA
I Heard That Homeopathy Could Possibly Help Some Bp Symptoms Posted: 08-23-06 23:56pm
Hi, I am not prescribing or telling anyone
to do this. However, if my sister or
brother had bipolarism, I would certainly
tell him or her to go to the very best
homeopathic practitioner and try to get
help that way. I would not go off the
normal meds. Keep doing what your doctor
says. The nice thing about homeopathy is
that it can't hurt you. It's so gentle.
The other cool thing about homeopathy is
that the more profound, different, unusual
or strange the behaviors, the better.
It's easier for an experienced homeopathic
practitioner to find your right remedy or
one that will begin to help you feel
better if he/she knows the wonderful
things about you along with the saddest,
quirkiest, strangest, etc. There are
several homeopathic remedies that are very
good for depression too.
This condition is close to my heart. A
year and a half ago, a dear friend's
daughter committed suicide. She had bp.
She was around 22 I think when she died.
I had become close friends with her family
through the years. But things happened
and we just lost touch. I had gotten back
in touch with her mom and I was planning
to see her and let's say her name is
"susie" (but it's not) in the near future.
I have a bad procrastination habit and by
the time I called, she had just committed
suicide a week before calling her mom, I
believe. I live with the guilt that I
could have done something. Please, all
you wonderful, creative, kind, smart
people who live with this illness---please
try homeopathy, but find a reputable
practitioner. Check with your doctor (i
have to say this). If I had this problem
or a loved one, i'd go to none other than
who I think are the best...(or refer to
the best), those people are the ullmans.
I think the wife's name is julia. You can
find them in the search engine. I think
they have a relative who practices too.
But look for the husband/wife team with
the name of ullman. I think they charge a
hefty fee. But i'd do it in a heart beat.
If you can't afford them, i'd still look
up homeopathic practitioners in your area.
If you're not happy with a homeopathic
practitioner's results for you, don't give
up, try another person...This is the same
thing with counseling or getting a doctor.
Don't give up till you find the right
person for your needs. I hope this
helps...Blessings to all of you who read
this. God certainly does care and love
you always.
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