Like another poster on this fourm I did
the exact same thing went to an escort
used a condom for sex but not for oral. I
messed out about it for a couple of days
thinking I caught hiv, told my mum and she
said there was nothing to worry about. 3
weeks later (today) I have contracted flu
like symptoms and prior had a dry mouth
for about 3 days now i'm going out of my
head with worry. I dont know if i'm doing
this psychological to myself but i'm so
anxious and scared. The escort told me
she was new and I was her first client, 2
people have told me that she was probably
lying but all I can say is shes seemed
very genuine and inexperienced. I'm only
17 and hope that this isent the mistake
that will define my life. Althought the
thought of having contracted hiv makes me
feel suicidal all I can say is that i'm
thankfull I live in the uk were drugs and
care will be provided for me to live a
normal life if the worst should come true.
I know that getting tested now will
probably not show up anything but I just
need some kind of peace of mind even if
its not real. Finaly I will follow up
this test 2 months, 3 months and 6months
since I had sex to know for sure.
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