Am I Slowly Killing Myself? Posted: 08-31-06 00:57am
I have always delt with
depression/anxiety/stress,, lately it
seems my mind is collapsing, before I was
able to deal with it ,, now my mind is
going and I feel like I will soon die of a
heart attack or get a massive stroke or
something,, I cant even describe the
points I get , I swallow all my anger and
it just eats away at me, there are times
where I get a deep sharp chest pain and I
think that is it , my next breath will be
the one that kills me,, over the last day
or so I feel all my tension being released
in my head and through my skin, I look in
the mirror and I have these bumps and
hives all over my body and I have these
blotches that I am convinced is exploded
veins and it is bleeding inside of me, my
neck and body is always stiff and I get
really dizzy and lightheaded sometimes,,
am I causing lasting damage?,,will I
eventually kill myself if I keep this up?
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Joined: 08 Sep 2006 Posts: 11 Location: michigan
I Know Posted: 09-08-06 23:39pm
I know what your dealing with I go threw
all of that to. I also get the hives and
blotchy on my skin, which I found out that
stress and anxiety are the main cause.I
think i'm going to have a heart attack to,
from all the symptoms I get also.I
remember one time I was sitting in a
doctors office waiting to get blood taken,
and out of know where I got a panic attack
and the first thing that I noticed was all
of the hives and blochieness I was getting
all over my chest.
