I just want to thank you all for such kind
words. I had tears in my eyes whilst
reading the replies. It is very hard for
me to carry on as normal with our two kids
when all I want to do is break down.
My wife is a wreck so I have to be strong
for her. It is of little comfort that we
have 2 children to look after as constant
reminders of our loss.
I just want to say though that you have
been kind. We have been given lots of
helpline numbers to help us but I don't
feel like I could talk over the phone to
someone so it does feel good to put my
pain into writing. When I was younger I
used to keep a diary when I was feeling
down. I think this is something I will
have to do again now.
Kind regards,
neil
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~*~Jillian~*~
Extremely EHEALTHy
Joined: 01 Feb 2005 Posts: 1759 Location: Tennessee, USA
Posted: 09-03-06 21:24pm
Your always welcome to come here and
talk...I know its sort of weird talking
over the phone to people that you dont
know ..About the things going on in your
life..But here its kind of different
because you can type away and vent..It
always makes me feel alot better to tell
everyone here my problems..Because alot of
girls here ..Have kind things to say to
pick you back up on your feet during
difficult times...I hope things get better
...Im sure its going to be hard ..But I
want you to know im praying for you and
your family..And so is the rest of the
members on this forum who read this
horrible story about your little girl..
I know that I cant say i've been in your
exact situation but I did loose my parents
in nov of 04 I was only 17 ..And it was
the most horrible things in this world
..Something I thought would never
happen..And since ive found that the
easiest way to get it off your mind is to
talk to others about it ..And get those
hard feelings out...So feel free to post
about anything ..We are all here to help
you and rebecca ...!!
