I just want to thank you all for such kind
words. I had tears in my eyes whilst
reading the replies. It is very hard for
me to carry on as normal with our two kids
when all I want to do is break down.
My wife is a wreck so I have to be strong
for her. It is of little comfort that we
have 2 children to look after as constant
reminders of our loss.
I just want to say though that you have
been kind. We have been given lots of
helpline numbers to help us but I don't
feel like I could talk over the phone to
someone so it does feel good to put my
pain into writing. When I was younger I
used to keep a diary when I was feeling
down. I think this is something I will
have to do again now.
It does help to have other children at
atime when you do lose one, but the n it
could be hard too. When I lost mine in
february I had a hard time. It helped
getting my stepson for the weekend and
enjoying the time with him but then I w
ould see my husband playing with him and I
would think of jordan and how I would love
to him with a child of ours. I dont have
any yet but kyler. And now I might be so
idont know. It has been very hard seeing
babies or pregnant women. I just want to
cry when I see them. Like today there was
a lot of babies at church and I was having
a difficult time trying not to cry.
There are times I wish I had someone to
talk to about jordan because I just feel
like I need to. It just is a hard thing
to deal with. Well just email me or
something and we can talk. I would love
to be here for you and your wife. Take
care! Little one
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