I Was Doing Fine....but I Really Do Believe I Have Bad Karma Posted: 09-08-06 02:37am
Ok, i've been fine, but life is really
starting to throw some flippin curveballs.
I bounced back from having a son that
required multiple heart surgeries. I
bounced back when I lost my job during
that period. I bounced back from losing
my home in that same time frame. I've
dealt with depression since I was little.
How hard is life going to get before it
gets easier???? I recently had surgery
for cervical cancer. Then a week later
ended up having my appendix removed.
Today my s.O. Ran out of gas on the way
home. He ended up getting hit from behind
by a car going 60mph. He ended up being
catapulted through the back window of his
truck. He's lucky his guardian angel was
on duty. Now, hes off from work. He has
no benefits. I'm off work from my
surgeries, but at least I still get paid.
Landlord called and said we have a month
to buy our rental or we'll have to move
cuz they're putting it up for sale. I'm
trying to hold onto faith, but faith is
quickly failing me. I'm starting to feel
that dark hole come barreling back in my
life. Anywho, thanks for letting me rant.
Maybe being awake for a long time is
affecting me.
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Spirit
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 12 Mar 2006 Posts: 387 Location: Canada
Posted: 09-08-06 08:18am
You may not want to hear it, but look at
the "bright side".........
..........Your son has made it through the
surgeries(hopefully it's over or at least
half way there?!)........
........You .Did bounce back from the job
loss(from previous posts I gather your a
nurse....Right on!)...
.....You caught the cervical cancer and
the appendix in time.......
.........S.O? Survived the crash
.Awesome!.....
.... Your job's good enough that they'll
pay for time off(some are not so
lucky)...........
.........And far as the rental......Want
it?......Get family and friends to help
out.........Whether moneywise or looking
for a new place for
you.........................During hard
times we should be able to rely on
them.......Don't you think?
Definitely not dismissing your pain, and
it is a bad spell................But
you'll get through
it...................Now go to
sleep.............*snore* :)
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ccris123
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 01 Sep 2006 Posts: 58 Location: Kentucky
Posted: 09-08-06 22:21pm
Thank you spirit. Your post helped. That
and I got about 3 hrs of sleep finally
lol. Being up for a long time can really
kick your butt. :)
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Spirit
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 12 Mar 2006 Posts: 387 Location: Canada
Posted: 09-09-06 08:30am
Aaaaah! Nothing like a little sleep to
put everything back into perspective,
eh?......................More
tonight!!!!!!!!! :)
