Sorry, I Just Needed to Say All This.. Posted: 09-19-06 10:35am
Argh. I really don't like being so
hormonal.. I mean i've always been an
emotional person, but this is
ridiculous.
I just spoke to my boyfriend on the phone,
and he mentioned saving up money for the
baby. He gave me a choice.. Either he
comes here and spends a weekend with me
one last time before the baby's born in
december, or he puts the money away in a
fund for her. Well of course I chose
saving the money for her, I want what's
best for our daughter and we'll need all
the money we can get when the time comes..
But now i'm really down about not seeing
him for another 3 months.
I've been in this relationship for 4 years
now, and i've spent the majority of that
time away from .Jonny.. So people say
"well aren't you used to it by now?"..
And yeah, in some ways I am.. But
recently, especially with all these
pregnancy hormones, I miss him more than
ever. Some days I just need a cuddle, and
I can't have one.
Sorry to whinge.. I know i'm lucky to
have him, and I should be grateful that my
baby will have a dad and i'll have his
full support.. But sometimes I think it'd
be easier if I didn't love him, at least
then I wouldn't spend hours in tears.
On a lighter note, I took a pic of my bump
at 29 weeks.. So I might as well share it
with you lovely ladies =)
i was trying on my halterneck dress to see
if it still fit.. Good job it was
stretchy!
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Sophie585
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Joined: 19 Jun 2006 Posts: 141 Location: Canada
Posted: 09-19-06 10:38am
Aww hunnie I can't imagine how hard it is
being away from your bf for so long...
Mine works a lot, and I find even that
bad!! Its good though that your putting
your baby's needs first ahead of seeing
your boyfriend. Good luck with
everything, and I know its hard, but just
remember why your doing it. <3
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AyaMiyaki
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Posted: 09-19-06 10:53am
Those hormones can really mess with you.
I was put on early maternity leave, and it
would absolutely kill me to be at home
alone. My husband would only be gone to
work maybe 8 hours or something, but I
would call him at work literally in tears
because I missed him so much.
I'm sorry you're lonely, hon. Pregnancy
is a hard thing to go through alone. I
hope you two find a way to see each other
soon.
That's a damn cute dress!
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HcoBrunette06
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Posted: 09-19-06 12:05pm
I know how it is zanny, when I first came
home from maine I was absolutely miserable
and cried everyday at least once if not
more, and i'm not even pregnant! I hope
you get to somehow be with him soon!
When the baby gets here what are you going
to do? Is he going to stay where he's at
and you stay there?
he's going to be here for the birth and
hopefully a couple of weeks after that,
but we won't get to spend christmas
together.. It's the first xmas since his
grandma died, and he wants to be with his
mum and his sister, for their sake more
than anything.
For a couple of months afterwards we have
to stay as we are now, while he earns
enough money to move up here with me. I'm
just trying to focus on the future, when
we can all live together and be a proper
family.
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Melissa_20
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Joined: 18 Jan 2006 Posts: 6806 Location: Florida
Posted: 09-19-06 13:07pm
Aww,well I hope everything goes well for
yuo hun.Be happy that hes trying though!
: )
