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Kaylathecoolest
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Help Please Tell Me What Yall Think...
Posted: 09-22-06 17:10pm
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I know how yall feel I think everyday I am
ssssssoooooooo tired of this but I know I
am the only person who can help myself if
I aint trying not to eat but like 2-3 rice
cakes a day I am on a diet and I am sick
of it all everyone is like you are soo
skinny why are you doing this usually
everyone is like are you eating acting a
lil serious but after I say a rice cake
they are like ok but today one of my
friends was reading this paper I have in
my binder and it says: sticks and stones
may break her bones but words can make her
starve herself to death: she was like wat
does this mean I know it means
something...She was like has someone been
calling you fat I was like no she was like
u sure I was like yeah and I told her I
felt fat and I always do and she was
serious and I was too usually I dont take
this serious cause I dont want to be fat
and if that means starving myself then so
be it but they are really making me think
I dont wana be fat but this is like the
first time I have though about it anyways
they were like you are smaller than all
these people in this room and I dont c it
but they do I just see some fat and I
become so self conscious I hope that
oneday someone I will be able to figure
this out cause I know I have to be ready
all the way to quite but I aint changed my
outlook on myself and I still think I am
fat even though I am scared of all the
medical problems like uslers that can
result from this but I am scared more than
anyone knows
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Kaylathecoolest
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Posted: 09-22-06 18:41pm
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So what do yall think bout this situation
plz help me?!??!
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poetmcc
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Posted: 09-24-06 21:47pm
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Well kayla, it certainle sounds like you
have an eating disorder with several
emotional factors. You said all you see
is fat on your body when no one else
does, you mentioned that you ae reading
articles that promote anorexia and weight
loss and you said you are sick of being on
a diet all the time and feel self-concious
about yourself. This is all criteria for
an eating disorder and you seem to have a
lot of epople hwho care about you. Please
get help, ask anyone who has been through
this and they will tell you how you could
suffer in silence and pain for years. You
know you don't deserve that, if you think
you have an eating disorder, plase get
help. Please take care of yourself and
let me know how you're doing.
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v00d00cita
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Posted: 09-26-06 06:15am
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Kayla, you know that having only that for
a day is not good. First of all, it's a
cake, it's not healthy, and then, it's too
less!!!!!
Why don't you really improve your eating?
It's hardm, but if you don't, you will
surely end up like me, competelly messed
up and ill, if no tworse - dead as it
happened to mxgurlie.
Think about that and get help!
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tinkinpink84
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Posted: 09-27-06 06:36am
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| v00d00cita
wrote: | kayla, you know that having
only that for a day is not good. First
of all, it's a cake, it's not healthy, and
then, it's too less!!!!!
Why don't you really improve your eating?
It's hardm, but if you don't, you will
surely end up like me, competelly messed
up and ill, if no tworse - dead as it
happened to mxgurlie.
Think about that and get
help! |
um rice cakes arent cake they are almost
like eating air actually and usualyl
around 50 cals each soem less some more
since they have flavors now. Beleive me I
know lol I lived off them. I was anorexic
and bulimic for 5-6 yrs and was in therapy
for a year. My weight dropped down to 85
now im upat 162 but I am 27 weeks pregnant
with my 2nd child lol so thats the reason
for the weight gain lol.
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v00d00cita
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Posted: 09-28-06 02:51am
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| tinkinpink84
wrote: | | um rice cakes arent cake
they are almost like eating air actually
and usualyl around 50 cals each soem less
some more since they have flavors
now. |
that's not the point. :p the point is
that you can have them sometimes, but they
aren't a meal, they aren't nourishing and
healthy for you to make a living of them!
:p
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Kaylathecoolest
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Posted: 10-01-06 12:51pm
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They are not cake they are puffed rice
like the other person said and I know it
aint good I eat the kind that only has
like 45 calories and no fat grams
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Kaylathecoolest
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Posted: 10-03-06 18:24pm
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Can someone else shed some light on the
subject
???
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maggie56
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Location: Virginia
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Eating Disorders
Posted: 10-03-06 23:27pm
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Hi,
i feel your pain. If it is something you
put out here and ask for help, then
realize that it is a problem. If you are
in school, then you have a long life ahead
of you. Can you imagine living it like
you live your life now? Try to get some
professional help before it is too late.
I wish after decades that I had tried to
get help sooner, rather then later. Good
luck
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BlinkyBill
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Posted: 10-04-06 01:00am
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Please, please, please kayla, get some
help. Is there someone that you can talk
to about your problems like a family
member, friend or a doctor?
I'm proud of you that you can write to
this forum and admit that you have a
problem, that is the first step to
becoming a healthy person again in body
and spirit.
It will be a long road ahead but with
persistance, love, determination and
strength you will be able to do it!
Was there some personal issues in your
life that made you feel this way? Please
let us know how you are going.
My thoughts and prayers are with you.
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v00d00cita
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Posted: 10-04-06 03:32am
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Kayla, what have you been doing lately?
Have you gone to a doctor or spoken to a
family member you trust to help and
understand you?
I'm going back to my therapy today. Some
weeks ago I got so anxious that I called
my therapist and asked her to go back on
this. Today i'm feeling nervous. At
least I don't have classes. Being at the
university sometimes kills my nerves, I
get so frustrated.
But try to empty your head, sweep all
those thoughts. Do you have a hobbie or
something like that, that could help you
use your time and thinking of other
things? As some people already know, I
like making beads necklaces and things,
drawing, reading.. What about you?
Tell us what we can do to help you, ok?
Cheers **
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Kaylathecoolest
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Posted: 10-04-06 17:49pm
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Thank you everyone I talk to my friends I
realized something that I dont want to
live my life starving myself and when I do
decide to eat again I dont want to gain
more weight
do I really have a startin out type of ed
because I do always feel I am fat and
stuff every once in a while I will be like
its ok I aint worried but that only lasts
for a half a day or so or a day
then I will be on a starving diet and I
will then try to go on a healthy diet but
everyonce in a while I will benge eat I
think it is what you call it when you
overeat at times and I do stuff like that
but I will seem to always go back to
starving myself
so the ? Is do I really have an ed that
is just starting? Cause I want to know
people tell me I do but want yall to tell
me what yall think?
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Kaylathecoolest
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Posted: 10-05-06 17:59pm
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Plz someone tell me what yall think bout
me havving ed do i
??? Tear???
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v00d00cita
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Posted: 10-06-06 06:18am
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| kaylathecoolest
wrote: | thank you everyone I talk to
my friends I realized something that I
dont want to live my life starving myself
and when I do decide to eat again I dont
want to gain more weight
do I really have a startin out type of ed
because I do always feel I am fat and
stuff every once in a while I will be like
its ok I aint worried but that only lasts
for a half a day or so or a day then I
will be on a starving diet and I will then
try to go on a healthy diet but everyonce
in a while I will benge eat I think it is
what you call it when you overeat at times
and I do stuff like that but I will seem
to always go back to starving myself
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i really think that you can make huge
progress. First of all, there you are,
admiting that you have a problem. Then,
you still can analise it and see exactly
what's going wrong. I think you can
really work that and give you the treu
value you are worth: millions of it!
Be strong, i'll be here!
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Kaylathecoolest
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Posted: 10-11-06 14:07pm
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Thanks I just have to go day by day one
day I might eat regular not fat or greessy
or junk food though and the next only eat
a lil so I just take it day by day and c
how I feel
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Kaylathecoolest
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Posted: 10-11-06 15:30pm
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I think I know half of my problem for
falling into the dieting crowd at early
age it is because (i think) that I think -
I know I am ugly and I dont like the way I
look and I do think I am fat so I mix
those two things together and I think that
not only dieting will make me lose weight
but change the way my face looks and I
thought about this because everytime I
start thinking bout the way I look I go on
a diet ....So can someon plz tell me if
the 2 think this contributes to my
problem!??????>>>>>>>
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Beauty Comes From Within.......
Posted: 10-11-06 16:14pm
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Kayla, from what I have read, this is more
of a "control" thing. Something or things
in your life is so out of whack, that you
feel you have lost control. Eating and
what you consume is something that you can
control. Am I making sense? Yes, other
factors in your life, such as you feeling
that you are ugly can attribute to the
fact you think also you are fact and need
to diet. You have taken the first
step.....That is to admit you have a
problem. Yes, its called and eating
disorder. There are many places you can
go to get help for this. I myself, being
the control freak I am, decided to take my
life back. I was not going to starve
myself to death and do irrepairable damage
to my insides. I found a healthy diet and
starting one day I made myself eat. You
are young, so young and your body needs
nutrients that it is not getting. Please,
put your big girl panties on girlfriend
and take care of you. Look at yourself in
the mirror everyday and tell yourself," I
am a beautiful person." and when you do
this believe it. Beauty comes from
within. Society today focuses too damned
much on what and how people look. Always
here to cheer you on! 
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v00d00cita
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Posted: 10-12-06 11:17am
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I understand what you say, but I too feel
so down and so like kayly described...
 how I
wish I could feel good about myself 
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Kaylathecoolest
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Posted: 10-15-06 12:38pm
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Yall are right I now but I dont think I
can wake up every morning I can wake up
and say I am beautiful when I dont think
it is true I think I am going to start a
diet again that can be healthy
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Kaylathecoolest
Posted: 10-15-06 13:27pm
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I am glad that you haave come here and I
am glad that you realize that you have
admitted to us that you have a problem,
sure noone likes to be fat and I bet that
you are not! Just like .Voodoocita said
that we have lost one very special person
her her name was mxgirk(i think) maybe if
you go back and read what happened it
might help you especially when the nurse
wrote about her death as it was horrible!
Please get help. We would reather see
someone overweight thatn someone sick. We
are here for you! Your body needs food to
function! I am not jumping on you, I am
just here to see that you get the help you
need!
All the best to you!
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