Jewels is ur cycle generally this long, how do u stay positive

from someone who cant wait to have a jelly bean all of their own

That was actually my first post to this site:) I asked how everyone does it... I think it is hard to stay positive. We are in month six and nothing yet. Dh says everything happens for a reason so be patient. But it is hard. I want to test all the time, but when I get the bfn I am sad for the entire day. So, I am not sure how, just knowing some day it will happen.

My cycles have been 30 days, with one skipped right after went off bcp. So today is day 47, and on day 44 started with light bleeding just before bed, was contstant day 45 and is gone day 46. I am just crossing my fingers this is it.

Baby dust to all of us:)

Ur hubby is right all good things happen for a reason and im sure it will happen for u guys as well.

If ya want I will be ur positive buddy whenever u are down pm or let me know and I will send some positive energy ur way.

I hope this month is for u

from someone who cant wait to have a jelly bean all of their own

Thank you... That is so nice of you to be a positive buddy! If you ever need one I am here too:)

thanks a bunch!

I actually called the doc again yesterday to ask about the spotting I have been having (wanted it to be impl. Bleeding) and she is trying to put me on provera. The warnings for it have me so freaked out tho I am nervous. I can't decide what to do. It causes birth defects so I am scared but she had me take a blood test yesteray and it was negative. So I should be fine, just still scared.