He Gone And I Cant Cope. Help?? Posted: 10-09-06 03:47am
Ok I have posted on the depressed forum
but hey my problem kinda fits this
situation too.
Im in love with this guy and we have
known each other over a year and had been
together over 10 months but now he is
gone.
He cut me out of his life.
We were so close . I have not only lost
the love of my life, but also my best
friend and confidant. He was everything I
ever wanted. He was everything to me and
now I dont know what to do. He left three
weeks ago but have been tellingyself that
hewould come back, that he loved me, but
yesterday it finally hit home, I have lost
him.
This lady told me that if you love
something you should set it free and if it
comes back to you its yours if not then it
was not meant to be.
I let him go with out a fight and he has
not come back.
This is just hurting so much. Im dying
with outhim and I know that I have to
respect his wishes and leavehim alone but
it hurts and I feel that I cant never love
again. I cant even get close to another
guy because it feels like im cheating on
my ex and I dont realy want a relationship
even thou I kind of have a new one, all I
think about is my ex even when with my new
bf.
I prefer the no strings fun because I can
get used and it dont mean anything. I
just want my ex back so bad and him not
being here is proving just how much I did
cope with him and did not before him and
after him.
Im sorry for writing all this random
cr*p.
Please leave a message if you wanr and if
not I understand. Sorry.
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Melissa_20
Especially EHEALTHy
Joined: 18 Jan 2006 Posts: 6806 Location: Florida
Posted: 10-20-06 14:11pm
So he just up and left you?Without a
reason or he gave you one and still left?
Hun,its way too soon for you to be in a
relationship right now.All the new
oyfriend is to you,is a rebound man and in
the end,he is going to get hurt because
you are still attached to your x.You need
time to heal and get over him.Of course
you love him,if you didn't it wouldn't
hurt so much. Give yourself some time
dear and with time things will get better
I know! I was just in a 9 month
relationship and I feel tha same as you
do! If you ned to talk you can pm me!
