For all of you who helped me out in my deperate time of need I first would like to thank you.. Secondly I would like to inform you of the newest news. I talked over the possible pregnancy with my ex boyfriend and he then went to the store and bought me a pregnancy test. I informed my mom about it and she was upset but said that no matter what happened she would be there for me. So I took the test.. It seemed like forever til the test finally gave results... Negative!!! ...I started to cry because in that moment my biggest fears were confronted and defeated.... And as strange as it may sound .. I was kind of disappointed ... I mean , as much as I wasn't ready for a baby , I kinda miss the fact of not knowing. I relize that might sound crazy and that I should be celebrating the fact that im not pregnant but my heart still aches a bit for that piece. Well thank you all for listening. And I have learned a valuable lesson through all this, the only safe way is abstanince. Also my mom is putting me on birth control to be safe. Thanks again for your help

damagedsoul15
i will still be around the forum to help other girl's like myself... To show them a baby isn't what they need to be thinking about, their education and lfuture is what they need to be thinking about .