I'm sorry to be writing again but I am
just so confused. I am 16 and for the
past year and a half i've struggled with
my weight. At the beginning of last year
I lost a lot of weight but I got back on
track. Now i'm under weight again well
6.5 stone so not that much but I want to
loose more. The thing is i've been making
myself sick and I don't seem to be losing
weight. Please let me know there are
people out there that understand, i'm lost
and I just want to be skinny again.
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KariM18
Extremely EHEALTHy
Joined: 13 Jan 2004 Posts: 1436 Location: Grand Blanc, Michigan
Posted: 01-27-04 15:11pm
Hun.. Im sure ur skinny right now..
Please dont make yourself sick to get this
dream body. Im recovering from ana and
mia right now and have been recovering for
2 months now.. These diseases only kill
you. They dont make u thin. Each time u
starve, restrict, or purge. .It just
slows your metabolism even more and in the
end u will gain so much easier. The only
thing u can do to help yourself now is to
eat healthy. . Im serious.. Dont eat
below 1,500 cals.. It'll keep your
metabolism going strong. .That combined
with a little excersize, and u will look
good! I promise! Its not worth it.. U
should also see a councler for this, do u
now? If u eat at least 1,500 cals and
make it healthy foods u will see a
difference.. Especially if u work out.
.. How long have u had an e/d?? ?
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lostoyou
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 20 Jan 2004 Posts: 170 Location: Ireland
Posted: 01-27-04 17:23pm
I know what its doing but the thing is it
doesn't seem to really effect me. I have
been going to the gym and running for
about 2 years now and last year I realized
that I could lose weight and I felt good
about it. Now I am stuck I can't stop
making myself sick i'm kinda addicted. I
realize that people who are trying to
recover from this find it hard when they
see others who can help themselves before
it goes to far but the thing is I don't
want help and if I do decide that it has
gone too far I want to help myself with no
concellor.I have always had a certain
expections for myself and I am failing and
would be failing if I got help te way I
see it is that I would not be as strong a
person or I would be less of person if I
asked for help. There are so many others
like yourself who are worse than I am I
don't see why I have to waste someones
time in helping me when they could help
someone who really needs and wants it.
But the caleries thing I do eat I actually
can't stop, I need my control back.
I hope ypu don't think I being noisy but I
was reading some of the other messages and
I think it is you that is pregent I was
just wondering how you are? Is everything
going ok?
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mommabear16
Extremely EHEALTHy
Joined: 16 Jan 2004 Posts: 1222 Location: illinois
Posted: 01-27-04 19:57pm
What is "skinny" anymore...You cant go by
celeberties....They have personal
trainers.
I hope you get better
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JockGal
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 28 Jan 2004 Posts: 3 Location: Edmonds
In the Same Boat Posted: 01-28-04 02:21am
Hey - i'm right along with ya sistah!
I'm 21, and began my eating disorder with
anorexia at age 10, and then bulimia at
age 14. I started recovery on the day of
my 16th birthday. But, even though i'm 6
years into recovery, I feel....Lately, i'm
way too fat. That's what the "ed"
(eating disorder) voice says. But the
"me" voice says i'm fine...Yada yada
yada.
I could go on and on and on...But I won't.
Let me know if I can help. This will
hopefully help me too!
