Well I think i've been nesting today. For the last 4 days I have been sleeping almost all day long. Well today I woke up and baked a chicken, cleaned the kitchen, did the dishes which is something only my husband does. He likes to do it, well today he was sleeping and it was bothering me so I cleaned it. I washed some clothes. I had the biggest burst of energy. I even got dressed! I went out the house to walmart to get some pictures developed and I had enough energy to almost run up my mom and dad's stairs (it's 16 stairs) that I usually can't crawl up without getting out of breath. I felt like running a mile. Hopefully it's nesting. I don't know where I found the energy. My back has been killing me all day, but i've been ignoring it. Hopefully this is it!!!
I actually cried last night for almost an hour b/c I feel like it's a big joke and she'll never, ever come. Then today I panicked and asked my husband, "what are we going to do with a baby?"
i'm having lots of mixed emotions right now. I'm want her out to meet her, but i'm terrified that I don't know what to do.