I had a m/c a few months back and I got
over it pretty quick, I thought, but
recently I found some pamphlets and stuff
that the doc gave me when I first found
out, and my best friend told me she had an
abortion....And since then i've lost it!
I haven't slept for almost a week, I cry
myslef to sleep everynight..I hadn't told
anyone about my m/c but I just told my
boyfriend and thought he could make it
better...But he doesn't understand why i'm
so upset. He thinks I shouldn't see it as
a loss because we'd never planned for the
baby and we're not married yet...But I
wanted that baby so bad when I found out,
i've always wanted kids and I was soo
ready. So now i'm not only upset about my
m/c but that my boyfriend doesn't
understand...Grrrrrr.....I'm mad and sad
and confuzed all at the same time!!!!Sry,
just needed to vent....
