I Don't Know Whats Wrong With Me! Posted: 11-14-06 00:19am
I am a 25/m that got out of a 4 year
relationship about 6 months ago with my
mother of my kids. It ended pretty bad,
but our relationship has gotten alot
better where we can talk about the kids
pretty civil. At first it was pretty
nasty where she would constantly call me
things like "dead beat dad, low life,
loser, etc" because she hated that we
broke up...
Since we've broken up, and even while we
were together my personality has totally
changed. When I was younger I was the
type of person that would easily make
friends whereever I went. I could talk
to anyone, make just about anyone laugh,
and was always fun as anything to be
around.
Now I basically have no friends left, I
can't seem to make new friends because the
people I do meet now I just don't feel
like talking to. I am so quiet now, and
barely even talk to people anymore. I
look for reasons to walk away from people
just so they stop talking to me.
If its someone I have already known a
while I don't seem to have this problem
'as' much, but I still notice myself doing
it all the time. Right now I have so
much stress and problems bottled up in me
and I don't know how or who I should let
them out on. I don't really have that
close type friend that I can really spill
my guts too cause frankly I don't really
trust many people anymore.
I feel like I know what my problems are,
but frankly I don't see those problems as
the real problems. I don't know what I
should do! Should I seek professional
help? Do you think medication can help
me? I can't live like this anymore, I
feel like I am trapped in a box and nobody
can here me!
Maybe I just need someone who would lend
me there ear, I don't know...
Edit: I forgot to mention when I was about
18 I use to get anxiety attacks and had to
take medication for them. I don't feel
them anymore and have since stopped taking
the medicine years ago. I don't know if
that has any relavance to this or not but
figured i'd throw it out there.
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Shortfroggy
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Re: I Don't Know Whats Wrong With Me! Posted: 11-17-06 15:37pm
nicleigh
wrote:
i am a 25/m that got out of
a 4 year relationship about 6 months ago
with my mother of my kids. It ended
pretty bad, but our relationship has
gotten alot better where we can talk about
the kids pretty civil. At first it was
pretty nasty where she would constantly
call me things like "dead beat dad, low
life, loser, etc" because she hated that
we broke up...
Since we've broken up, and even while we
were together my personality has totally
changed. When I was younger I was the
type of person that would easily make
friends whereever I went. I could talk
to anyone, make just about anyone laugh,
and was always fun as anything to be
around.
Now I basically have no friends left, I
can't seem to make new friends because the
people I do meet now I just don't feel
like talking to. I am so quiet now, and
barely even talk to people anymore. I
look for reasons to walk away from people
just so they stop talking to me.
If its someone I have already known a
while I don't seem to have this problem
'as' much, but I still notice myself doing
it all the time. Right now I have so
much stress and problems bottled up in me
and I don't know how or who I should let
them out on. I don't really have that
close type friend that I can really spill
my guts too cause frankly I don't really
trust many people anymore.
I feel like I know what my problems are,
but frankly I don't see those problems as
the real problems. I don't know what I
should do! Should I seek professional
help? Do you think medication can help
me? I can't live like this anymore, I
feel like I am trapped in a box and nobody
can here me!
Maybe I just need someone who would lend
me there ear, I don't know...
Edit: I forgot to mention when I was about
18 I use to get anxiety attacks and had to
take medication for them. I don't feel
them anymore and have since stopped taking
the medicine years ago. I don't know if
that has any relavance to this or not but
figured i'd throw it out
there.
relationships, can be number one cause for
depression, if you dont trust anyone
around u , and u need to vent to someone,
nothing wrong with going to a physictist
and venting to them , ask about meds...
To help you cope..... .. Good luck hun
its not easy... And remember ur not alone
, many others going though same
thing....
