Joined: 13 Dec 2006 Posts: 2 Location: New York City
Suicide Posted: 12-13-06 21:53pm
I recently saw in the newspaper that a boy
in the town next to me had killed himself
in school. This is goining to sound
really starnge but I found it so, I don't
even know how to put it but it showed me
that there is one way to acess freedom. I
can end it all, I can be happy. I
continued the day thinking about this, I
ended up goign christams shopping with my
sister and that brouht up my mood a little
but on the way home it came back again. I
realized how much I don't want to live.
When I told this to my guadian angel, (my
best friend) she told me how much poeple
love me but then, I went on to tell her
why I want to. My parents they drive me
past my limits I cant take them! They add
so much more stress to my life! But if
any one has gone through this I need
advice. Thnx
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confused_girl
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 28 Mar 2005 Posts: 102 Location: vermont
Have Been In the Same Boat Posted: 12-13-06 22:01pm
Hey you have everything to live for and I
know it may be hard to live at home with
the stress and all I went through the same
stuff and I just wanted to give up on my
life to the point I almost did and then
something brought me back was my little
sisters and my little brothers I couldnt
see them standing at my grave burrying me
all because I didnt want to live anymore.
There are so many people who I bet do care
about you alot and please think about all
the outcomes of life for me and for others
who have wanted to committe suicide there
are many agencies around that you could go
to and not have to tell them anything
about your records. I am here for you if
you would like some help and I personally
know its hard please let me help you
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Poetry_Writter
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 13 Dec 2006 Posts: 20 Location: Newtown,
Re: Suicide Posted: 12-13-06 22:03pm
unfinishedclint
wrote:
i recently saw in the
newspaper that a boy in the town next to
me had killed himself in school. This is
goining to sound really starnge but I
found it so, I don't even know how to put
it but it showed me that there is one way
to acess freedom. I can end it all, I
can be happy. I continued the day
thinking about this, I ended up goign
christams shopping with my sister and that
brouht up my mood a little but on the way
home it came back again. I realized how
much I don't want to live. When I told
this to my guadian angel, (my best friend)
she told me how much poeple love me but
then, I went on to tell her why I want to.
My parents they drive me past my limits
I cant take them! They add so much more
stress to my life! But if any one has
gone through this I need advice.
Thnx
yea babe...I do love you...And so do lots
of t=others and although I have never felt
close to wanting to kill myself I have
thought about it...Thought about all the
ways I could do it and I actually did
strangle myself 2 or 3 times when I was
about 8...But yea...Please just remeber
those of us who do love dont want to see
you hurting like this and want to be there
for you when ever we can...You are my best
friend and I dont know wht I would do with
out you...I love you
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proudmommy
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 29 Nov 2005 Posts: 12 Location: california
Posted: 12-14-06 10:56am
Hey i've been there too! I've thought
about all sorts of ways that I could kill
myself, but then I start to think about my
kids and my husband and I start thinking
what in the hell is wrong with me!! If
you did kill yourself think about all the
people that do love you, like your best
friend told you she really loves you, what
if she was to kill herself, how would you
feel?? You would miss her like crazy,
and even though your parents stress you
out(who's parents don't get on their
child's nerves?? :d ), your parents would
deeply miss you too and wonder why you did
what you did!! I don't know if you go to
church or not, but for me praying really
helped me out!! I pray that you'll
really think about this and know that
people do love you and that you would be
missed if you were to make that dissicion
about taking your own life!!! Best
wishes to u!!
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greekjohn
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 10 Dec 2006 Posts: 99 Location: Toronto, Ontario,
Re: Suicide Posted: 12-14-06 12:28pm
unfinishedclint
wrote:
i recently saw in the
newspaper that a boy in the town next to
me had killed himself in school. This is
goining to sound really starnge but I
found it so, I don't even know how to put
it but it showed me that there is one way
to acess freedom. I can end it all, I
can be happy. I continued the day
thinking about this, I ended up goign
christams shopping with my sister and that
brouht up my mood a little but on the way
home it came back again. I realized how
much I don't want to live. When I told
this to my guadian angel, (my best friend)
she told me how much poeple love me but
then, I went on to tell her why I want to.
My parents they drive me past my limits
I cant take them! They add so much more
stress to my life! But if any one has
gone through this I need advice.
Thnx
i can relate to you on how you feel. My
life is going down the drain my parents
dont give a caca about me. They only care
about my brother and sister and their
money problems. They dont talk to me at
all I spend every night on the computer
casue its really the only thing I can turn
to. Im like just barley passing calculus,
physics, english and history with a 55
only tech and comm tech I am doing well in
with a 95. I failed my drivers road test
and they dont want me to go to the test
until january. I have no luck with the
ladies. I have no job casue I cant keep
one. My grandparents dont care about me
at all everyday last year in the cold
winter they never came to pick me up from
school they would only go to get my
cousins and every so often they would pick
up my brother. I feel like a failure my
parents keep telling me im going to fail
g12 and that im not going to graduate. I
have no motivation in life I want it to
end I feel if I were dead then I would be
happy. So if you want to kill yourself
call me up and i'll join you.
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mikey v
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 03 Oct 2006 Posts: 41 Location: BC
5-htp Try Posted: 12-14-06 17:00pm
Hey I would suggest if your not takin any
anti depressants that you go to your local
health food store and buy some 5 htp its a
natural anti depressant that really helps
through tough times and is very beneficial
for depression as it adds serotonin...I
also would suggest that you buy some st.
Johns wart.
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greekjohn
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 10 Dec 2006 Posts: 99 Location: Toronto, Ontario,
Posted: 12-15-06 11:43am
When I wrote that last few lines of my
reply I wasnt thinking straight. Dont
kill yourself you probably have a great
life is just like a diamond in the rough
right now. Dont listen to my last few
words. But I can relate to what you are
feeling.
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rainfallsup
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 06 Dec 2006 Posts: 9 Location: LaKe CiTy
Posted: 12-15-06 18:50pm
Hey..U have friends that love you..If u
reall y wanted to kill yourself I would
say that your being really selfish...Think
about how they will feel if you were
gone...And your really gone... Theres no
turnin back. Its a cowardous way to go
out. Im not gonna lie...Ive thought about
it..But then I thought about my family and
my little sisters..They need me...Then I
knew I couldnt do it. The sad part
is..Now I have to live with myself (whom I
cant stand) so I might as well learn to
love me. Live isnt easy for any one, we
have to learn to deal with things. It
makes us better people. Remember what
doesnt kill you makes you stronger..I dont
know if thats true but im willing to find
out. But yea, im pretty sure your still
young, I know how it is, I live with my
granparents and they drive me crazy...But
theres always a better day, dont lose
hope.
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renee62
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 15 Dec 2006 Posts: 5 Location: Florida
Posted: 12-16-06 00:02am
This time of year always makes people
unhappy. You need to try 2 get out of
the rut and do things with your friends
that that make you happy.........If you
are still thinking bad thoughts then you
need to contact your closest crisis center
and I will be praying for you.............
