Hi hi my name is catherine and im 17...And
well crap im depressed and ive started to
notice there are two catherines, one the
catherine that goes to school and is happy
no matter what happens to her, and then
theres the one that is locked away, im
pretty sure its my mind cause at home I
seclude(sp?) myself in my room or on the
computer ignoring everyone, and when I get
soo depressed I dont show it to everyone
and lock it away, and I keep thinking
everything that hurts me, haha I should
mention im bulimic, pain killer addict,
and a retired cutter, everytime im feeling
depressed I usually run to those three
problems or to my newest one, smoking,
ever since I entered high school I have
yet to have a happy moment, high school is
not the best years of ur life, its the
horrible experience someone can ever go
through, yah I have friends and enjoy
going but ever since ive entered high
school I pretty much collapsed...I get
sooo sad that I start to do something I
dont want to do, but I dont know, throwing
up and popping pills has never made me
happier, I get this thrill wheres its like
omg I can die any second or moment right
now, and then I just start crying and
shaking, yah I have suicidal thoughts all
the time, my parents know all my problems
my mom is like u want someone to talk to
but after we went to the doctors office to
get a recommendation the doctor just
looked at me and was like are u really
depressed, gah stupid doctor! I hate it,
I hate being sad all the time, I really
just want something that can make me happy
and not have to have a thought of going
somewhere an slitting my wrists, god I
just want someone that can understand me
and not look at my like im crazy
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v00d00cita
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Posted: 01-01-07 11:15am
Hey, girl... :\ i'd like to help you, but
I feel that same way so many times. I've
also eating disorders, sometimes bulimia
soemtimes out of it, but still...
Hmmmph...
I wish this could end, that I could feel
confiidence in me, because i'm finishing
my course this year and i'll have to start
working and having a new life from there
on. And I have parents, a family, a
wonderful boyfriend, great friends, a
house, etc... But I feel like sh*t.. :\
I never cut myself, but i've thought of
killing myself and so on.
And this time of the year s always eating
eating eating. Grrrrrrr I hate that so
much, I feel like i'velost control since
september or so!
I know this doesn't really help you, i'm
always so annoying and complaining, but I
hope you get out of that... :\
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Catt101
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Posted: 01-01-07 18:06pm
Haha its okay I feel the same as u, but
for me my family sucks, my friends sucks
and no love life, even if someone wanted
to go out with me id be too afraid to let
him see the real me, which is so weak
-sigh-
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v00d00cita
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Posted: 01-02-07 09:40am
catt101
wrote:
haha its okay I feel the
same as u, but for me my family sucks, my
friends sucks and no love life, even if
someone wanted to go out with me id be too
afraid to let him see the real me, which
is so weak -sigh-
sometimes I go through thoughts like that
about them, but normally it's more about
myself and relationships and faculty...
:\ and eating, of course...!
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Re: Soo Sad Posted: 01-16-07 23:04pm
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