Oh god things are difficult!
I want my old life back!!! Before my
breakdown, before depression took over,
before I needed to go on medication and
therapy, before the memories of the abuse
i've suffered became too much.
I want it all back!!
I'd made something of myself. But now 4
years later no one will even look at my
cv. I don't even get rejection
letters.
It's making me so tired.......So tired of
everything.
My wife and people keep telling me to keep
fighting and keep going. I've been
fighting my whole life and I don't want to
anymore.
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RedDelight
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 06 Oct 2006 Posts: 131 Location: I'm a Yettie!
Re: Ending Posted: 01-05-07 23:48pm
Hi mask-
whoa! Step back a second!! Alright...
What happened to get you to this point?
What are you not doing that you miss so
much?
You cannot let your past ruin your life-
do you have any goals- or if there was
anything you could do...What would it be
and why?
Don't throw yourself to the wind, friend-
things will get better for you- I am hear
to listen/talk. Life is hard- no one
said it was easy! But... It seems like
you are restricting yourself...Is there
something like a sport/hobby you are not
doing anymore that is making you feel this
way?
What is cv? Resume? Wow... Guess what
I do for a living? I am a vocational
consulor. I help people get jobs.
Perhaps if you wouldn't mind- could you
send me a copy of your resume? Do you
have a portfolio as well?
I'd love to help - pay it forward
pm me -=red=-
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mask
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 07 Dec 2006 Posts: 6 Location: UK
Re: Ending Posted: 01-06-07 18:39pm
Hi missdepressed,
yeah a cv is the same as a resume.
The thing i'm not doing anymore is earning
enough money. Which is killing me since
i'm married now with a baby daughter. We
are in so much debt now its making me sick
with worry.
I was an it consultant. I have an
honours degree in computer science. But
it seems, that after being out of the
field for four years due to a nervous
breakdown and other things, now the degree
isn't worth a thing. I cant even get a
basic office job.
As for what has happened to me up to this
point is a long story.
If you really want to know the full story
then let me know.
What would I like to do? I'm still not
sure. I'm interested in psychology. I
want to study it but that costs money
which I cant get without a job. I also
used to like writing but I find it hard to
keep my mind focused on much for too long
at the moment.
Restricting myself? How do you mean?
