Hi I am new to this I am having a really
hard time I don't have no one to talk to I
am kinda shy quiet its hard for me to talk
have alot going on no one to talk to. I
been cutting for 3 days now it hurts so
much inside I can't even function right
now its the worse i've cut before then
went a long time and stop then I just
recently move to tennessee and have some
problems didn't know how to deal with them
the feelings are so strong to cut away
that pain it just hurts inside. I just
got a counslor who spealizes in cutting
how do I make this pain go away I don't
want to cut but I have to to make the pain
go away.
Caseyj
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CollegeStudent
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 07 Jan 2007 Posts: 4
Posted: 01-07-07 02:55am
I'm not a doctor and have problems of my
own, but take heart in this: suffering is
not forever. Pain must eventually end.
Whether it happens with medication or with
time or with someone you love, it will
eventually be over.
Seek treatment, but at the same time
remember that human suffering is
temporary. There is light at the end of
the tunnel for everyone.
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tannerz_rja
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 18 Jan 2007 Posts: 13
I Know What Its Like Being a Cutter Posted: 01-20-07 04:19am
Im a cutter to.I try to realize that,
there are other ppl who have it worse than
me,and even though im going through as you
described it as "pain". Im losing
interest in once loved thigs, like
art,hanging out with my friends,and
spending quility time with my family.And
if you read my posts you learn more about
me because they are like mainly about
cutting. Alot of ppl dont understand why
they cut in the first place,im so mad at
myself for all the times ive taken the
"pain"out on myself just to make the
outside of my body look the way I feel on
the inside. Right now its winter here so
its easy to cover my arms but im terrified
to think of what to do to hide my scars in
the summer I certainly cant wear sweaters
for ever thats what I know. Either I have
to fess up to my parents and face the
consiquences. Or just something else I
dont know what I would do if my parents
found out what I do . All I have to say
is your not alone, and I kno what ur going
through . Im here if you need a friend to
talk about it...C ya round.......
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Poetry_Writter
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 13 Dec 2006 Posts: 20 Location: Newtown,
Re: Need Help Posted: 01-21-07 23:54pm
caseyj715
wrote:
hi I am new to this I am
having a really hard time I don't have no
one to talk to I am kinda shy quiet its
hard for me to talk have alot going on no
one to talk to. I been cutting for 3
days now it hurts so much inside I can't
even function right now its the worse i've
cut before then went a long time and stop
then I just recently move to tennessee and
have some problems didn't know how to deal
with them the feelings are so strong to
cut away that pain it just hurts inside.
I just got a counslor who spealizes in
cutting how do I make this pain go away I
don't want to cut but I have to to make
the pain go away.
Caseyj
hey caseyj im a cutter to...So much krap
goes wrong in my life I hate it
sometimes...My parents are divorced...My
dad had to close his buisness and we had
to move into mystep moms house and she
just threatened to throw us out cuase my
dad lied to her...The guy I love with all
of my heart sees me as only a friend...I
dont have the best grades...Im not that
great at acting and thats my
passion...Nobody really notices me....Im
not extraordinary or special...But you
have to realize that its not the
answer...I mean yea I try my hardest not
to cut but sometimes I just give in...But
I realize its wrong....And its not the
right thing to do...My best friend the guy
I love is always there for me...I call him
day or night no matter what....He wont get
mad if I wake him up and he wont get mad
if I interupt something...He will just
stop wht hes doin and talk to me...It
feels sooo good to no that he is there for
me and I love it....You really just need
to find tat one person even if its your
counceler...And just remeber life is worth
living dont let the little or even the big
things get you down...Just keep your eyes
on you dreams and fullfill them to your
best abilities.Please p.M. If you want to
talk.
