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Need Some Cheering Up Posted: 01-08-07 14:16pm
Im feeling really down right, eberything
that could go wrong has been, im issing
alot of work cause my daughter doesnt want
to be around her dad he always on the
phone and get her to say mommy miss you
and then she freaks out and start crying
for me. Its heart wrenching but I need
to work god I dont know what im gonna do
anymore I really dont.
I hate him alot but I still care for him
abit too and that is what is making it so
hard to walk out, I hate how he treats me
like caca and then soon as im about to
leave he always tell me how sorry he is
and how hell change that he loves me and
the kids. He keeps telling me that my
family is right im a failure, im lazy I
neglect my kids and shouldnt have them or
how I can do anything right. He thinks
that marriage entitles him to my body
whenever he so chooses even if I say no, I
ask him to back off and he doesnt hes very
pushy and I just cant I cant deal with it
anymore.
I just want to be happy for a few days of
my life, I want to be with someone who
cares, I told him I met someone and I told
him I kissed that person he said im gonna
fight for you and the kids and then said
hes gonna kick the crap out of that guy.
What do I do hes not even consistant
anymore and I really need some type od
stability everything is changing to quick
and I just want everything to slow down.
I cant deal with it anymore, I just want
to let go...
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kezia333
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 06 Nov 2005 Posts: 133 Location: Texas
Posted: 01-08-07 14:31pm
Im sorry you are going through that. I
am due in march with my first child, its a
boy. I was with his dad for alomost 3
years and we are suppose to b getting
married soon and moving in together but I
found out that behind my back he is going
out and saying the baby isn't his while I
am stuck at home trying to go to college
and be pregnant and stay with my mom. I
feel the same way about him as you said
you felt. I am tired of being treated
like crap but I do love him and I want my
son to know his dad. Life is too short
to stay miserable, it's hard and scary to
think about leaving someone you have kids
with and love and are comfortable with but
in the end you will be happy and he will
have to pay for being so mean. Anyway, I
am in a similar situation and I hav not
decided what I am going to do yet either
so if you want to talk, message me and I
would be glad to just listen or
whatever.
Stay strong,
kezia
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Melissa_20
Especially EHEALTHy
Joined: 18 Jan 2006 Posts: 6806 Location: Florida
Posted: 01-08-07 14:36pm
Poor jess. . I'm sorry.You know you can
call me and talk right? Pm me cause I
have a new #!
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Sandbox Party
Especially EHEALTHy
Joined: 25 Jul 2006 Posts: 7276
Posted: 01-08-07 16:26pm
F*ck that health questions, .Jess! You
totally deserve better.. So do your kids.
