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I Think It's Happening... Posted: 01-21-07 11:22am
Well, I am giving up hope right now.
Since yesterday, midday, my period like
cramps have been getting worse. They are
mostly in my lower back dang it. I think
I am leaking a little amniotic fluid now
but it's hard to tell. My boobs hurt so
much today and I wish they didn't. It
just makes me more emotionally confused.
I am so scared to have a miscarriage. I
don't want to start having extreme pain
knowing that I would probably lose the
baby. Although I have this cramping, I
still have that extreme small chance that
I will be ok. Honestly, things don't
look so good right now at all.
I keep wondering what went wrong. I read
that with premature rupture of membranes,
a lot of people have infections that
weaken the membranes. For one, I had the
flu for three days straight and then this
happened a week later. I also had a
yeast infection the same time I went to
the doctor, which was about four days
before this happened. So, I am wondering
if one or the combo of those two things
did it.
Also, I my mom stated that she had the
same thing happen with my brother.
However, it is unclear whether or not she
was pregnant with twins or she passed a
blot clot. She was around 13 to 14 weeks
- the same stage of pregnancy as I am in.
Then when she was pregnant with me, her
sac was leaking at 5 to 6 months and she
delivered me at 8 months. She could not
have anymore children after me and she was
32 years old, my age. So, I am a bit
freaked out about that as well. I am
wondering if weak sacs run in the family.
I carried my three year old just fine.
It was actually the best pregnancy as I
had absoutely no problems.
I wish this nightmare would be over. I
wish that I can go into the doctors and
they tell me that my membranes have
sealed, my pains are not labor and the
baby will be fine. I want out of this
nightmare
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AyaMiyaki
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Joined: 01 Jun 2006 Posts: 8220 Location: Floating on a cloud, United States
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Posted: 01-21-07 11:32am
I'm still holding out hope for you, hon.
Try to stay in bed if you can, and try to
keep your thoughts positive. I know
that's hard right now, but don't give up
hope because it might not be too late for
your little one. We're here for you!
