Joined: 13 Jan 2004 Posts: 1436 Location: Grand Blanc, Michigan
Ugh Everything Is So Complicated! Posted: 02-05-04 23:04pm
I dont understand.. Im so confused right
now. . I am starting to feel like things
would be easier and go smoother if I didnt
have a boyfriend right now. Im with jason
(not the guy I am pregnant by) I like him
alot and I felt as tho things were going
well. He was so excepting of everything,
including me being pregnant.. But now it
just feels like he purposely tries to
annoy me! I mean I know I might be more
moody because of the pregnancy.. But
god.. I mean like today, just now on the
phone, its like he was lecturing me about
everything.. I was talking to my sister
and hes like "u know what u need to stop
tryin to be bossy, if ur bossy u will
never get things done, bla bla bla" then
he was telling me that I always
procrastinate..I would be like "ok,
tomorrow im getting up early to practice
for gettin up early startin monday for
work". .Then real negatively he says "no
u wont, u always say stuff like that, u
wont do it" then I was talkin bout how my
puppy is biting and teething so ruff (jus
talking, not complaining) and he was
lecturing me about how I dont punish her
ennough and ''no wonder shes like that''..
But its like he was actually lecturing me
today and bein mean about it, not just
stating stuff.. I dont get it! Finally
I was like "u know what, im sick of u
lecturing me tonight jason" and he said
"fine im letting u go right now" .. So I
hung up..... I just feel like a boyfriend
is added stress! I liek him.. But I
mean, im always so paranoid about us
breaking up, or him not liking me anymore
because of something small or him leavin
me once my belly is huge(im a paranoid
person) and I dont know what to do. Maybe
bein single would be better off for me
afterall.....I just dont want to lose
someone good.... Or maybe its just me..
What do u think??? Sorry, its long, im
venting...
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KariM18
Extremely EHEALTHy
Joined: 13 Jan 2004 Posts: 1436 Location: Grand Blanc, Michigan
Posted: 02-05-04 23:26pm
Ok now were discussing break-up..........
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Untimely Blessings
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 06 Jan 2004 Posts: 383
Posted: 02-05-04 23:30pm
Aww sweetie, I understand. When you are
preg you will hate one person and I think
your b/f is that person! You can get
through this, he sounds very helpful and
even though I am sure he doesn't seem to
be helping he is trying, but keep in mind
that he has never been pregnant and
doesn't understand what your body is going
through right now! If you want to talk I
am here sweetie!
Kelly
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KariM18
Extremely EHEALTHy
Joined: 13 Jan 2004 Posts: 1436 Location: Grand Blanc, Michigan
Posted: 02-06-04 00:35am
Thanks alot hun* thankfully were still
together. .Yea, he was on my nerves, but
I know if we woulda broke up I wouldve
regretted it. He is truly the best person
ive dated yet.. No drugs, no drinking,
has morals.. All my ex's are the
opposite. (not heavy drugs, weed tho all
the time) anyhow hes a great person who I
dont want to lose but god does he know how
to annoy me sumtimes!!! We definitly need
to talk more. Anyhow, it was so weird.
One minute we were talking about breaking
up..And it seemed like he maybe wanted to
do that too.. But then he completely
changed the subject and started talkin
normal and jokin around etc.. And I kept
trying to go back and I kept saying "so r
we breakin up or not, I wanna know whats
going on! " and he kept just joking
around and not answering me and talkin
bout completely different things. Then
all the sudden he finalllllly stopped and
hes like ''i dont want to break up.. I
told u I would only ever want to break up
if it was something huge, this isnt huge"
then he told me of course he didnt wanna
lose me and all the sudden everything was
okay. It was weird. He has a weird way
of handling things... I wish my emotions
would steady because I swear their going
everywhere! Even tho were fine now, I
still feel like crying!
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Untimely Blessings
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 06 Jan 2004 Posts: 383
Posted: 02-06-04 10:18am
Your welcome! Awwwwwwww that is such a
sweetheart you have there!! I know how
you feel about the emotions, I promise
they will level out here soon, until the
3rd trimester! Lol he sounds very
wonderful and very deserving of you and
your baby. You two deserve the best and
hun I think you found it!
Kelly
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KariM18
Extremely EHEALTHy
Joined: 13 Jan 2004 Posts: 1436 Location: Grand Blanc, Michigan
Posted: 02-06-04 11:47am
Aw thank you so much that made me feel so
much better kelly!@!!!! Ur so sweet !
your
more than welcome!
