Heloo. Im not sure if you guys remember
me, but if not ill tell you about
myself.
Well i've been bulimic for coming up to
two years now, I went into recovery in
august 2005, probably when I was talking
to most of you. I was throwing up three
times a day and then got it down to once a
day and "zero" days, when I didnt binge or
purge at all. Umm yeah fast forward a
bit, I stayed in recovery until june 2006
and I was doing really well.. Once I
didnt bp for 10 days. have sex!
After that my parents separated and now I
live with my dad who has no idea how to
take care of me at all. He just works and
gives me money and thats waht he thinks
parenting is.
So I was pro-ed for about 5 months.. July
- december. My weight is now rediculously
low for my height. I dont know if you
would consider this low but I do.. 46.9kg
on a 173/5"8 height. Bmi.... About 15.6
I think?
Anyway so I do modelling now and my agency
has told me to gain weight and I was
thinkingabout trying recovery again cause
my ed has taken over my life.
Cause now im a mix of anorexia and
bulimia, so im trying to eat more and
throw up less, butt the throwing up part
is harder to not do so im trying to eat
more, but im not gaining so its siht.
Hmmm well to sum it up I think I need to
be in recovery and im trying to deal with
issues and stuff, but when I do my moods
go insanely crazy and I get really
depressed.
So im scared to be in recovery because I
dont want to go insane, but I know if I
dont go into recovery I will also go
insane.
Any suggestions... Or anyone remember
me?
Hope you are all doing well.
X
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v00d00cita
Advanced Support Team
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Re: Anyone Remember Me? Posted: 01-22-07 08:45am
breeanna
wrote:
so I was pro-ed for about 5
months.. July - december. My weight is
now rediculously low for my height. I
dont know if you would consider this low
but I do.. 46.9kg on a 173/5"8 height.
Bmi.... About 15.6 I think?
Anyway so I do modelling now and my agency
has told me to gain weight and I was
thinkingabout trying recovery again cause
my ed has taken over my
life
hi. I have recognized your nickname, I
guess I must have read something you've
had posted here.
Your weight is so low, girl, your agency
is right, you must get some weight. I
don't know what kind of habits you have,
but you can stick to healthy eating, like
cereals and so on, and improve it in order
to be healthy...
I don't know if i'm really being
helpful... Who am i, anyway? :\
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breeanna
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 01 Oct 2005 Posts: 79
Re: Anyone Remember Me? Posted: 02-06-07 22:36pm
v00d00cita
wrote:
who am i, anyway?
:\
someone very worthwhile. I remember you
too. X
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v00d00cita
Advanced Support Team
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Posted: 02-07-07 06:43am
*hug*
take care for yourself, really do. We all
love you, sweetie
