Joined: 31 Jan 2007 Posts: 8 Location: Somerset-uk
I Think Im Depressed...(suicidal Thoughts Please Help!!!) Posted: 01-31-07 21:32pm
Hey, I think i'm depressed, but i'm not
sure. I don't want to go to the docter,
because i'm embarrased about it, and im
worried that there is nothing he can do.
Lately I have been missing alot of school,
due to the fact that I sometimes feel
scared to leave the house, as I worry
about things that might happen in the day
(eg bullying) and the consiquences that
they might have. This has been causing
alot of arguments at home, as I cannot
tell my parents how I am feeling. I havnt
been to school for a full week since
september last year. And as I am in my
final year at school, I am really worried,
as are my parents. Even though they're
worried, they get really angry at me for
not going, and we have alot of arguments.
Recently my dad has hit me a couple of
times, during them. I have anger problems
myself, and I am not denying the fact that
I have lashed out, although not at a
person, but I have been throwing things
around and punching the walls, also my mum
and I were arguing the other night, when
she was drunk, and she held my hand over
my mouth when I was laying down, and she
put her other hand over my nose and I
couldnt brethe and I had to kick her off
of me. After these arguments, I will cut
my arms as away to relese anger. I sleep
alot during the day, as I get insomnia at
night. And I cry whenever I am awake.
Alot of the time I think about killing
myself, and I hardly drink during the day.
I took a whole packet of paracetemol the
other day, but I just ended up throwing
them up. I don't know what to do any
more, and I dont know if I am depressed or
not please help!!!
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blulyneguy
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 09 Jan 2007 Posts: 334 Location: Idaho,
Hang On a Minute! Posted: 01-31-07 21:37pm
What it sounds like is depression. Drs.
Can help! I promise that things will be
better but first you have to seek help.
Sounds like your parents aren't all that
open. Have you discussed this with them?
Try a trusted friend or family member to
hear your story. Get to a Dr. So you can
right the ship.
