Thanks everyone for your thoughts and/or prayers. I feel truly supported here. I feel bad about posting pregnancy complications on a forum that may make other pregnant woman freak but this has been such a supportive group. The dysfunction is sometimes entertaining as well. What is happening to me is extremely rare, so I hope all pregnant women understand that.
Alexa, I am so sorry I haven't congratulated you yet. I saw the pictures of beautiful amelia and read your birth story. I am so happy for you. You have such a beautiful heart and I know you are such a wonderful mom!! Keep those pictures coming.