thanks guys!

.i know .i'm absolutely massive! it really is extremely painful & hard to do anything at all. i want him oooouuuttt!
& .with the apartment situation, we have 3 chances to take an apartment when it's offered to us. so if we turn this one down, then when another one is available, they'll call us again & we'll have the chance to take that one. if we decline, then we have one more opportunity.
i don't really know what we should do. i mean, .gen, what you said is definitely true. we don't want to get in over our heads, but on the other hand, we can't really stay here.. it's really not ideal. we're all going absolutely crazy with me & .chris being here. i'm 20 & .chris is almost 22.. we really shouldn't be living with my parents. we'll be confined to my tiiiny cramped little bedroom. & .that's no way to live, ya know?
i dunno. we'll just have to see what the apartment is like that's available.. the 2 bedrooms range in price from $460/mo all the way up to like $700/mo.. & .some of them have 2 levels.. so if it's a $700/mo apartment with 2 levels.. then we aren't going to take it. but if it's a 1 level apartment for $460/mo... that's a *lot* more do-able.
it's a lot to think about.