Am I depressed?... Or is this just brain
damage from drinking alchohol, drug
expermentation and being alone without
anyone to talk to for abou two years?
I think about my past
constantly...Sometimes I'll replay, or
reinvent experiences...I put myself down
all the time...Other times I believe Im
above others and I understand more about
life and humanity, because I always ponder
and ponder what I wonder...I know I'm
pathetic...Ive read a lot, but its not
enough!...there is so much to Learn. So
much to put together...and so many
ignorant people (me included) with their
own beliefs and assumptions,
it drives me insane. I would love to know
what people think, or it would be best if
people said exactly what they thought
(imagine that...chaos)...Tell me this why
do people play games...Isnt that a waste
of time? I have no friends and the
friends(well, friend) that do call me...I
really dont know why?? I don't go with
the so called flow of life...I struggle
with trying to think of everything
(lol)...My life is ironic!!!
Anyways, I didn't and still do not, feel
up to the task of explainning everything,
so I wrote that mess on top...I welcome
any assumptions, personal stories and
advice...something that I can use to help
myself and in turn others...Thank you.
Oh, and I started school again, Im doing
well...But its so much different then it
used to be- I used to be extroverted now
Im introverted....I used to be able to
writ without much thought...Now in english
class I need to really put an effort
in...Thanks
have you ever thought about talking to a
therapist or something about all your
thoughts , assumptions and actions? Its
hard to tell by reading what exactly you
mean or whats going on or anything . But
definately seems like youve changed but
not sure if its a bad or good thing .
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Stan
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Posted: 02-25-07 22:05pm
Did you read the responses in your other
post?
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garrybetting
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 12 Mar 2007 Posts: 2
Exercise Posted: 03-12-07 09:25am
I started to exercise away my depression:
our minds work through exercise.
