Hey girls,
i had wrote kelly a letter and asked her
sister to print it out and give it to her.
So laura did. Then kelly wrote me back
and laura emailed it to me! I wanted to
share it with you all.
Love,
chanda
i read this letter and
my dearest girls, hi, how are you all
doing? I pray that you all aren't as
worried about me as laura says. I am
sorry about everything, I have just been
so anti-social and I don't feel like
talking, I hope that you all understand,
as I am sure you do because each and every
one of you has a heart so deep with
compassion that I would drown in it if I
tried to find the bottom.Things have been
a little rough the last few days. As I
know laura has told you all about us
losing the baby, it was the last thing
that I ever wanted to have happen. I feel
so guilty, I cannot begin to explain how
much of a failure I feel like. I am so
blessed that ryan is still here with me,
and though my mom has been so weak she has
hardly left my side. Chanda, I cannot
begin to express to you how much your
letter meant to me, as I sat there and
read it I couldn't help but feel so
responsible for putting all of you and
your children at such high risk with all
of this stress. I am truly sorry to all
of you. Danielle, I have read that poem
over and over and over. I do not know how
you knew what I was feeling or how to put
it into words, but you did, and for that I
am sure that everyone knows how hard the
mental struggle is. I know that all of
you girls are so worried but please don't
I am fine. When I woke up in that
hospital I felt so empty, something more
than my morning sickness was gone, I had
lost a piece of me, and you girls did not
hesitate to fill that loss with love and
support. Thank you. Please do not worry
about me, I have everything I need, it
lives in chistina, and though I will never
be able to have another child, I am
thankful to have the purest untimely
blessing, I have in front of me. Love you
always, kelly
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rissalee21
Active User, Really EHEALTHy
Joined: 01 Feb 2004 Posts: 526 Location: michigan
Posted: 02-16-04 00:12am
Awe..Chanda and the ladies all we need to
do is support her 110 percent through
everything and just be ears for her to
talk...Right now were like her back bone
along with christina ryan and her family:(
im sure she knows we all love and car
about her:((
marisa
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anorexicbeauty
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 18 Jan 2004 Posts: 229 Location: In the 'Tweens
Posted: 02-16-04 00:36am
Omg I am in tears right now. Sweetie you
are no stress!! We love you sooo very
much! Ok I can't even see the screen I am
crying so much, so I am gonna go! I love
you sweetheart!
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honeycoco
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 11 Nov 2003 Posts: 375 Location: georgia
Posted: 02-16-04 01:22am
I admire kelly so much she could be
throwing a pity-party for herself, but
instead shes thankful for what god has
given her. She is such a strong person.
You are no stress kelly at all!
Love,
chrystal
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sparklypixie12
Extremely EHEALTHy
Joined: 17 Sep 2003 Posts: 3099
Posted: 02-16-04 10:23am
kelly
is such a great person-i cannot believe
how strong she is.She is not a failure-she
is a great mom and a great person.God
bless her for taking the time to write to
us.She is so nice and so does not deserve
whats happened to her
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mommabear16
Extremely EHEALTHy
Joined: 16 Jan 2004 Posts: 1222 Location: illinois
Posted: 02-16-04 11:25am
*hugz*
i'm still praying for yah
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JillMarie
Extremely EHEALTHy
Joined: 24 Dec 2003 Posts: 3022 Location: Iowa
Posted: 02-16-04 12:35pm
Thank you for sharing that! I hope she
will still come here when she fills
better!
I talked to kelly's sister a little while
ago. About 10 minutes ago they started
kelly's discharge papers. So she'll be
home soon. Her parents are also going to
allow ryan to sleep at her house in a
guest room to be with her...... Which I
think she needs right now. Also, I just
wanted to say I don't think we'll hear
from her right away. It might be a day or
two..... But at least she's getting
better.
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HomecomingQueen2003
Active User, Really EHEALTHy
Joined: 14 Dec 2003 Posts: 936 Location: Phoenix, AZ
Posted: 02-16-04 12:54pm
Thank goodness she is ok and coming home!!
I am sure she will be very sad for a
while, but its best for her to be home
surrounded with love!
Meg
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pInKpAnThEr
Active User, Really EHEALTHy
Joined: 06 Jan 2004 Posts: 626 Location: Indiana
Posted: 02-16-04 12:56pm
**kisses to kelly,christina &
fam...***
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insurancegirl
Especially EHEALTHy
Joined: 25 Sep 2003 Posts: 5286
Posted: 02-16-04 14:21pm
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