About to Lose the Love of My Life! Help!! Posted: 03-23-07 00:12am
Hi, I'm relatively new to this whole thing
but I have a big problem and was hoping
from some outside advice. I'm with the
absolute love of my life right now. He's
sweet, caring, giving...everything a girl
could ask for. We've been together for two
years. Lately Ive been having a terrible
attitude issue. Its actually been going on
for a while and we've had a break up
because of it. Things cooled down and
we're back together, but its very obvious
that I'm not better, and my constant
nagging, starting stupid fights, and being
negative is taking a terrible tole on our
relationship. I often times find myself
bringing up issues we've had in the past,
like him breaking up with me, and although
we realized we want to be together, I'm
still holding a grudge. Not to mention,
while broken up, he kissed another girl.
That hit me pretty hard, and I just cant
seem to move past it despite the fact that
he literally beats himself up over it
because he feels so terrible that he hurt
me. He's getting sick of the fighting and
I cant blame him. I dont know why I keep
starting petty fights and acting this way.
I'm miserable without him, and if we do
break up, I only have myself to blame. I
love him with all my heart, and I DO NOT
want to mess this up. Why can't I control
these behaviors and emotions!?!?! I've
gone through a lot of hard times, losing
my mother to cancer when I was 17, and my
brother to a boating accident a year and a
half later (I am now almost 20).
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