Its like after 10pm here, and tomorow we
are going out , bachlorette party ,
hopefully im in a better mood tomorow. if
it were tonight i wouldnt go anywhere i
just dont feel like happy to go out. so i
hope im not all depressed tomorow, im also
a lil nervous about leaving the kids with
a sitter. although kelsi has watched them
before but that was before jordynne was
born. i always get nervous leaving em plus
joseph will be awake , when my friend
babysat while i got my hair cut he was
getting his shoes and handing em to her
lol to go out side. so im gonna feel alil
bad tomorow night .
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Bridget
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Posted: 03-23-07 16:27pm
i hope you feel better tomorrow and have a
good time at the party. post a pic of you
in your sassy outfit!
i'm afraid to leave finn with a sitter
too, even though it would just be my
parents. there's a movie we want to go see
and it's still a month away but i worry
about leaving finn for the few hours we're
out. i guess it just comes with being a
new parent.
Im not a new parent haha i got 2 kids but
still, joseph i never left with a sitter
except on my 21st bday my parents watched
him i stil thought and talked about him
when i went out, i always think about em,
we went to busch gardens back in march and
i saw a cute baby monkey and it reminded
me of joseph lmao. I will still try and
have fun though, i hate how depresion
comes out of nowhere, i know they will be
ok etc. but still poor joseph is missing
daddy then i leave and he wants to go too.
