Hello I am Claire.
I really dont know where to start to be
honest..
I have always had a problem with my
weight, over the past year i have became
disgusted with the way i look, I have
tried to exercise, still doing it at the
moment, tried diets, even that Special K
diet but my weight dont seem to go down at
all.
The past few weeks, i have been making
myself sick everytime i eat, after i have
made myself sick, i feel great about
myself, known that i wont be putting the
weight on with what i have ate.
The thing is, my mum is bulimic i was so
disappointed in her, she has been this way
for over a year now, she is now seeking
help, she still finds it very hard to eat,
but she is getting there.
At this moment in time, making myself sick
is the only way for me, to lose weight.
I have not told anyone about this, I am
ashamed in a way because of how i reacted
when my mum told me what she was doing..
and now i am doing the same
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Catt101
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 25 May 2006 Posts: 109 Location: ,
Posted: 04-10-07 22:07pm
i can understand your situation, im in the
same boat with my older sister, but she's
the only one not allowed to know in my
family, so everytime she asks how im doing
i have to tell her a lie, but yah i felt
kind of ashamed of myself b/c i judge her
too but now i know better, have you ever
tried seeing a nutritionist? idk some
diets just dont work for certain people,
but good luck and if you need to talk just
message me
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v00d00cita
Advanced Support Team
Joined: 04 Mar 2006 Posts: 724
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Posted: 04-12-07 05:34am
Well, I can see that maybe because of you
mother's problem you saw the need of
changing yourself, but you ended up being
almost the same, no?
You must stop while you're still in time,
believe me..
