so girls i'm back. albeit
very
reluctantly.
i went to scotland for a week to film with
robbie. i'm assistant makeup artist on a
feature film called 'a dying breed'. it's
an end of the world film and it rocks!
robbie was doing the special fx on it and
i didn't think i would enjoy working as
much as i did
i absolutely loved every minute of it. of
course, i missed the kids but i knew they
were ok with neil. i really really loved
working on the film and now i feel really
miserable to be back
i'm happy to see the kids but i want to be
back filming. they still have another 2
1/2 weeks of filming left and robbie is
still up there. i just wish there was a
way i could go back there (with the kids)
i came home and i was in shell shock and
everything seemed surreal after living in
on the film set.
sorry i'm venting. i just feel really down
right now. i told robbie if he has any
short day shoots in london to drag me
along as his assistant . i feel like it's
my calling. i finally feel at home with my
career....
i
just wish i could have the best of both
worlds 