So, I'm an 18 year old guy and I'm really
struggling to find a girlfriend. In my 4
years at high school, I've only talked to
girls a dozen times. Every time I try, I
get really depressed afterwards because I
feel like a failiure. Everyone seems to a
have a girlfiend except me. I've never
even held a gir's hand. Prom is comming
up and that just makes me feel ever more
depressed.
So, anyhow, there's this girl in one of my
classes who I really like. Heck, I even
record her voice with my Ipod... Every
time she walks by, I just can't take my
eyes of her. Whenever I get lucky enough
to sit next to her, I'm on top of the
world. Then, whenever I don't sit next to
her, i get really depresed soemtimes with
suicidal thoughts.. Sometimes she smiles
at me and other times it feels like she's
avoiding me .
Lots of other people seem to be having
luck with her and that just really annoys
me. I can't help but wonder what these
people have that I don't.
I started having the crush on her at the
beginning of the year and I've been
working out a lot but that hasn't really
gotten me anywhere.
School ends in another 2 months and I feel
like I just couldn't go on.....
Any ideas?