Brief Psychosis Or Schizophrenia?? Unsure Posted: 04-12-07 16:35pm
hi all. when i was in 6th grade i started
to believe out of nowhere that i was the
last decendant of the dinosaurs and that
there was a parallel universe to which i
was to unlock after i graduated from NYU
studying paleontology. i believed that i
was to go to the desert (unsure which one)
and find the key to the parallel
dimensions. (this happened shortly after i
had watched super mario brothers the
movie. the real life one that really
sucked. anyways) and that i had a special
power, which i called yoshi. i believed
and felt like i just needed to concentrate
and then all of a sudden i would feel
really warm all over. i felt like i could
call upon answers to tests and that i
would get 100s every time. i felt like my
"power" would lead me to the right answer.
like looking at the letters of the choices
and concentrating really hard would make
one answer pop out from all the rest. i
would hear voices, one of which i believed
to be God trying to tell me that i was
wrong, the other my "power" trying to
convince me that it was right and i really
was the princess of an alternate world.
the "god" voice and the power voice would
fight with each other and i would hear
this. (unsure if i was kind of forcing the
voices to come or not). i convinced myself
i was adopted and i would spend countless
hours planning for when and where i would
find my true home. i continued with this
delusion for a year until one day i woke
up and realized it wasnt real. just like
that it went away. the voices and
everything.
another event that im not sure is relavent
but ill throw it out there. i was 16 and
had started having hallucinations of my
previous sexual offender touching me
again. i felt their hands all over me.
this continued for a good hour. it occured
again a year later. since then i havent
had anything of the sort happen, but ive
always wondered what my problem was and id
love some input. thank you!
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V1RU5
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Posted: 04-12-07 19:18pm
LoL
What an intresting story.....
some people with conditions of rapid
beliefs i explain them as, the even where
the moon swicth places with the sun..... i
shall go deeper into this.... carl jung
explains the fact where people define
their realities with arch types and
dreaming selves...
the moon is your subconsious dreaming
personality....
the sun is your waken reality, how ever
you choose to perceive it...
we could be dinosours, lol... there could
be another dimension....
there could be some form of mystical power
called yoshi....
the divine dreamer within you isplaying
that game, the game of defining
purpose....
as you get older and mature, you just
realise.....
that you were just wandering in the time
where you could just see more than
usual....
i advice, for you to apprach a dream
intreperter, and combine your experiance,
as if it was one dream... and see what the
intrepreter can explain to you.........
you mite be very well surprised...
peace out violet ones
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BigDaddyPrimetime
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Joined: 04 Mar 2007 Posts: 49
Posted: 04-13-07 13:42pm
Maybe it wasnt a hallucination. Call me an
irrational health questions but I think
theres alot more to this world than meets
the eye. One night after staying up 48+
hours on speed something caught my eye on
my table. It was a little piece of
cellophane straw wrapper plastic but that
was moving extremely fast for no reason at
all. When I went in for a closer
inspection it stopped moving and a voice
in my head said "This is a parallel
universe, we`re demons and your stuck in
the middle of our world and your own". I
said "thats pretty really cool" and the
voice replied "no its not cool" so I dealt
with it the only way I know how by
shouting at it and tormenting it until it
shut up.
Its strange stuff because ever since even
when im sober I see these tiny little
balls or air, like air but a darker shade
of air flying all around the room in my
peripheral vision. Some of them are black
shadows but the ones i see easiest are the
little airwaves. Little air dots thats the
best I can explain them. It drives me
insane that I see these things but dont
have the vocabulary to describe them. The
closest i can come to describing them is
like those orbs you see in ghost
documentaries only these ones are much
smaller and less conspicuous and move and
50 times faster most of the time.
I always ponder the thought that maybe its
those rods that move way too fast to be
percieved directly.
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Georgia59
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Posted: 04-25-07 12:36pm
If you are not experiencing symptoms all
the time, then it is not schizophrenia. It
could be many other things, though. I
would go see a psychologist. However, it
is very likely that it was brought about
by your sexual abuse--
I would suggest seeking therapy if it is a
recurring problem. From a licensed
psychologist. At least to deal with the
sexual abuse.
Yes, you are correct about Carl Jung's
ideas-- but during his time they used the
term schizophrenia to mean anyone who
wasn't acting normal. And he used his
ideas to treat people and help make them
better, to find out the cause of their
problems, not to explain why they were
dealing with the things they were.
Personally, I believe that there is some
truth to Jung's ideas, but not in a way
that we can really use.
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amijoy
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Joined: 11 Jul 2004 Posts: 21 Location: Georgia
Posted: 04-25-07 20:18pm
i have so many different views on the
subject, it's not even funny. first of
all, it COULD be schizophrenia. even if
you don't have symptoms all the time. my
mom is schizophrenic and she can be
perfectly fine and normal for months at a
time. especially if you take your
psychotic meds.
these times you speak of, could also be
seizures. i am epileptic. i've never
experienced anything that you mention, but
when i was first diagnosed with epilepsy,
in 2004, i purchased SEVERAL books on the
subject. i have read many case studies
that sound alot like that.
my next opinion....i do believe in
parallel dimensions. i believe in
reincarnation. children can have previous
life memories, that an adult may never
have. maybe THAT'S what you were
experiencing.
there are so many possibilities.
a few risks you might want to be aware
of...
if you continue to hear voices, see
things, have god talk to you, (or the
devil, etc) seek medical attention
immediately. don't be ashamed. don't be
afraid people will think you are crazy.
one of the hardest things to deal with is
the thought of loved ones thinking you
have "gone crazy". people get kidney
disease, liver disease, heart disease. so
what is so different and socially
unaccepted to incur BRAIN disease. and
that's all schizophrenia is, is a brain
disease. you can not help it, if that
becomes your diagnosis. and it will NOT
CURE ITSELF. medication is really the only
answer and help. but once you have been
diagnosed and are taking medication, know
and understand that more than likely, the
voices will start to cease. when this
happens, most people think they are cured
and will take it upon themselves to stop
taking their meds. and the nightmare will
start all over again.
#2 - if you do some reading and find
yourself believing to be having seizures.
also, seek medical attention. the stuff i
have read seems to be when people start
having strange thoughts like this and it
continues and gets worse and worse, they
will all of a sudden have a gran mal. it
could be YEARS after your first initial
"strange thought". and THAT'S when most
people finally get diagnosed with TRUE
epilepsy.
#3 - if you think you actually are
experiencing cool dimensional
realizations...welcome it. you are
special. i only dream of being able to be
in touch with my reincarnated soul. don't
be afraid of it, welcome it and have fun
with it.
recently, i have actually trained myself
to have out-of-body experiences. it has
taken YEARS!, but i finally did it a few
weeks ago, but haven't done it since. but
it was the coolest thing i have ever
experienced. and it was proven to be so.
(by telling a person what he was doing,
while i wasn't even there and was "asleep"
at the time)
but don't get carried away and start to
believe things that are not true. this
could lead to worsening psychosis if you
are indeed schizophrenic.
if this has not helped you at all...i
apologize.
if it has, than wonderful.
p.s. i hope you reading all of this does
not worsen your confusion.
whatever you find out, good luck. and if
you ever need to "talk" to someone about
schizophrenia, let me know. i feel as
though i am an expert on the disease, as
my mother has had it for the past 24
years.
take care.
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Georgia59
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Posted: 04-26-07 12:03pm
When I said it wasn't schizophrenia, I
meant that any psychologist following the
DSM IV standards wouldn't diagnose
schizophrenia based on just that one
symptom, which doesn't seem to be all the
time, and doesn't seem to really impede
the person's life. I'm not saying it's not
a problem, just not what we define
schizophrenia as right now.
But I am very interested in the theory
about epilepsy. I think it's a
possibility. When you start having any
strange perceptional abnormalities, I
think it's time to get your brain checked
to rule out any neurological damage.
Last thing- I think it is fine to believe
in parallel dimensions or anything else,
and doing so does not mean you are crazy
or whatever. But I think we can't use
these things (like Jung's ideas) to
diagnose a problem. People who have
schizophrenia have a serious debilitating
disease, and if we treat it not as a
disease but as a spiritual phenomena, then
we have to way of treating it or no
standard method to help the person. And
since we do have medical treatments for
schizophrenia (though of course they are
not miracle cures), I think that that is
the best way to approach the problem and
bring help to the person suffering.