I,m passing a really black days, i feel
that i wanna die, dont wana sse anyone,
wanna cry always..
i need someone to talk to, someone to help
me, i,m sick of taking medicines and
downers..
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theonlyhope
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Joined: 28 Sep 2006 Posts: 11
Provide For Those Who Grieve '' Posted: 04-21-07 06:16am
Hi There
I have been here once almost 3months
back.I saw alot people beign deprssed or
mentally ill. It really saddened me.
I dint know what was dpression was all
about untill i got one.
But i belive then we are human .its normal
thing to have depression.Im born
christian( i dont agree that all christian
are born again though ).
Becoz the Bible says In Jeremiah :17:9The
heart is deceitful above all things and
beyond cure. Who can understand it.
Anger/ dpression/ hatred /sins/ all this
can eruoted from inside.Its obviouse to
have drepression besides the medication
only heal your outside( body)they dont
heal the sources (roots).But our heart
were biegn wicked every since we are
born.
I dint about this so i tried so hard to
clean outside trying to stop / repair / or
make resolution from all this.But i
realised then instead the roots had to be
pluck off or clean first.
Every since then even if I biegn dpressed
too many times felt lonly.There were so
manytimes i cant over come my feelings.
But i met somone who over come all .. he
is Jesus. Coz he is the son of God.He can
only overcome then.And he can only do away
with that.what human cant
Every since im so thankful when i can't
work on my own.I push him to do for me and
he always did.
Im not saying im ok now.But He is with me
everyday so.. he defeat the pain i have i
dont have to do anything.
I know its alittle confusing and i also
know there alot christians too but that
doesnt mean Jesus with them /they know
nothing just then a chruch goer.
If you need help me know..ok.
i will always be there,
Love ( sorry for my poor english )
The Spirit of the Sovereign LORD is on me,
because the LORD has anointed me
to preach good news to the poor.
He has sent me to bind up the
brokenhearted,
to proclaim freedom for the
captives
and release from darkness for the
prisonersto proclaim the year of the
LORD's favor
and the day of vengeance of our
God,
to comfort all who mourn,
3 and provide for those who grieve in
Zion—
to bestow on them a crown of beauty
instead of ashes,
the oil of gladness
instead of mourning,
and a garment of praise
instead of a spirit of despair.
They will be called oaks of
righteousness,
a planting of the LORD
for the display of his splendor
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cinderellaaa
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Joined: 06 Feb 2007 Posts: 40 Location: LA
Posted: 04-21-07 10:55am
Thanx 4 ur reply...
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catswold
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Joined: 10 Oct 2005 Posts: 404 Location: Flint, Michigan
Posted: 04-21-07 13:07pm
Ahh, those black days. I hate them so
much. Sometimes they come out of the blue
for no reason it seems. We all get them;
some more than others; some worse than
others. Sometimes I ask myself, "Is it
worth all this?" and, of course, the
answer is yes. But when we are hurting,
we just want the pain to go away, far
away, forever.
What kind of medications are you taking,
particularly what kind of "downer?" If
you are already on an anti-d, it just
might not be the right kind for you or the
dose may be all wrong. Regarding downers
- I personally don't even know what a
downer is, but just the name makes me want
to stay away from them.
When we are depressed, it is so difficult
to physically talk with anyone for some
odd reason. That's why I thank God for
Internet support groups. Pour your heart
out. Get everything out of you. It does
help. I can say so from personal
experience. There will be someone here
(or other sites) who can help because
they've gone through similar feelings and
problems at one time or another. People
really do care about other people even
though they act like they don't.
Please take care of yourself and don't
hesitate to talk or write it all out. It
matters. You are important.
God bless you,
Carol
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SmileEmptySeoul
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Joined: 22 Apr 2007 Posts: 1
Posted: 04-22-07 22:45pm
Jesus loves you.
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theonlyhope
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Joined: 28 Sep 2006 Posts: 11
Posted: 04-23-07 02:21am
[quote="cinderellaaa"]Thanx 4 ur
reply...[/quote
Hi there again !.
are you born again?
Do you have sins in your heart ?
I know my question is odd.But thats only
way that the Real saviour for all your
problems can get inside you or you can
meet your real redeemer from all your
troubles and problems.
And also its ok.. if you dont know
anything about this or have absolutly no
idea. Thats ok.. I can help you
understand.
It wouldnt matter even if will take a
year or so. to make you understand
. i just want you to know somthing '' To
the world you may be just one person, but
to one person you may be the world."
Besides no matter how hard the present may
seems but the world is still better place
becoz of people who brings hopes in to
our life.
So my question was are you born again?
Do you have sins in your heart ?
love,
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cinderellaaa
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Joined: 06 Feb 2007 Posts: 40 Location: LA
Posted: 04-23-07 02:45am
well, i meant tranqulizers by the word
downers, beside i took anti-d like prozac,
zeroxat
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theonlyhope
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Joined: 28 Sep 2006 Posts: 11
Posted: 04-23-07 04:25am
cinderellaaa
wrote:
well, i meant tranqulizers
by the word downers, beside i took anti-d
like prozac,
zeroxat
Thanks for replying me.
WOW !! I have absolutely
no idea what is prozac, zeroxat !or
!!etc.. coz I haven't seen them one in
my life.Or Never heard about them.
i dont think i will ever need them
anyway Coz im cure from roots since then
Jesus came to my life.( I repeat all
Christian doesnt meant they have Jesus
only Born again means who have experince
forgive of sins Ok).
I have depression too /axieties/
pain/sarrow/ despair too.But they have
been taken care deffrently by Jesus. NOT
BY PILLS>>>>>
I dont have to deal.I knew i cant fight my
pain but since HE ( Jesus) stronger he
fights for me.Becoz ROman :8: 6 says ''
6The mind of sinful man[e] is death, but
the mind controlled by the Spirit is life
and peace
11:And if the Spirit of him who raised
Jesus from the dead is living in you, he
who raised Christ from the dead will also
give life to your mortal bodies through
his Spirit, who lives in you.
26In the same way, the Spirit helps us in
our weakness. We do not know what we ought
to pray for, but the Spirit himself
intercedes for us with groans that words
cannot express.
OK!! why do yu think you need those pills
for ? I bet to ease you from the pain/
or i dont know...
And how long does that medicine helps you?
and hour- or two.?
Im not trying to discourage you from
not taking those pills, Its ok even
if you take.
But you must know one things as in Bible
Proverbs: 18:14 says' A man's spirit
sustains him in sickness, but a crushed
spirit who can bear?
so it all depend on whose spirit you 're
led by ?
so can you tell me .what makes you
deppress---or.. what spirit you think you
have.?
So we will able to work..ou this way. i
wait for your reply.
PS## Im not Doctor , Just
simple-ordinary friend who wants to help
you.
love,
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mc4ever02
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Posted: 04-23-07 20:21pm
cinderellaaa
wrote:
well, i meant tranqulizers
by the word downers, beside i took anti-d
like prozac,
zeroxat
Do you take them regularly?Are you on any
additional medications?
If you dont mind me asking, how old are
you? (if you are uncomfortable with this
question please disregard)
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cinderellaaa
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Joined: 06 Feb 2007 Posts: 40 Location: LA
Posted: 04-23-07 20:45pm
i,m 25
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mc4ever02
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Posted: 04-23-07 20:49pm
It really sounds as though you are
depressed. Usually, if you have depression
they will not prescribe any central
nervous system depressant (such as
tranquilizers) Usually, the only way they
are prescribed is for as needed use.