Hello, I'm new here. My name is
Jencarlene and I have recurring anorexia
and bulimia. i am newly diagnosed and new
to these boards, so I'm not sure how to
post without sounding triggering. I
understand that most boards do not allow
certain kinds of talking that might
trigger others or feed into the problem.
All I know is that I have low self-esteem,
a distorted body image and when I get
upset or stressed (I recently broke up
with a boyfriend) I have symptoms of my
eating disorder. It seems like the only
way I can feel in control is if I control
my body. And that is by not eating. I
hate food. I wish I didn't have to eat.
I wish there was just some pill I could
take for nutrition.
Thanks for listening.
Jencarlene
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jencarlene e.
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 21 Apr 2007 Posts: 2
Finally Ate Posted: 04-21-07 22:23pm
I finally ate when I started to get sick
from lack of food.
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Catt101
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 25 May 2006 Posts: 109 Location: ,
Posted: 04-22-07 02:07am
thats good, u cant starve urself
completely, even when i did it i at least
needed a candy bar and that was it or at
least an apple or something if u need
someone to talk to u message me
nothing you wrote is triggering at all, my
suggestion is not to post tips of any sort
or something that can give someone a tip,
and not to post height weights etc, if
someone wishes to know the weight of
someone they can PM them etc. Because
people seeing weights etc can be
triggering, i think tonight i am going to
make a sticky post or permanent post with
some rules to help out so no one gets
triggered etc. thank you