hello
Im really worriedi might be suffering from
bipolar, it has only been the past few
days that i have been thinking that.
I have been on anti depressants for nearly
a year now and they did help but now im
just feeling really down again. I cry alot
and feel suicidal, anxious, everything
around me just seems different when im
down. Strange way to describe it but
everything just seems dark and dull.I hate
feeling like this and am scared one day
ill just feel so down that i will end up
commiting suicide.
When i feel happy i can look forward to
things and sometimes feel i could cry
cause im feeling so happy. Everything just
feels so great but it can just stop like
that. sometimes i just dont enen know how
im feeling. numb!
I just dont know what to do with myself
alot of the time, i feel tired but with
energy...strange!!!
i know my dad has had mental health
problems but dont think he was ever
diagnosed.
