Ok so recently I have been going to
thereapy because my parents found out that
I cut. I told them I only did it once and
they believed me, which was good because
they were upset enough about one they
didn't need to know about the other like
50. But there have also been a lot of
suicides in my school latly and it just
struck a nerve. I was really depressed a
few days after it happened. I couldnt eat
for like 3 days and almost went anerexic
again, it wasn't fun. So I couldn't see my
therapist for another two weeks or so, so
i went to the school counceler. Well she
made me an official case thing and it
wasnt funn at all. Now she put me in a
group and I don't like it. I got really
depressed and didn't eat for another few
days and it wasn't funn. I'm eatting again
and it's all good. The boys in my life are
ok I guess they are just very confusing.
But idk I'm really confused and I guess I
just need some advise or something
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JJbrown8
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 20 Feb 2007 Posts: 23
Posted: 04-29-07 20:58pm
What do you think you are getting
depressed over? Is it a lack in
self-confidence? Share your life
story--either pm me or on this post and I
will be able to help you (don't share your
personal info, just anything that might
have to do with your condition). I have
been in a similar situation and recovered
and I would be glad to help.
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Poetry_Writter
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Joined: 13 Dec 2006 Posts: 20 Location: Newtown,
Posted: 05-09-07 19:47pm
Now one of my best friends is mad at me
for basically no reaon. I hate this I hate
life. I want it to end. Idon't know how to
regain control. It seems that everythim
something good happens in my life I find
some way to medical question it up. Some
one please help me i need advice major.
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Poetry_Writter
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Joined: 13 Dec 2006 Posts: 20 Location: Newtown,
Posted: 05-14-07 20:18pm
omg i am going to cut again...my brother
signed up for the army and if he dies im
going to kill myself...he is my life line
with out him i die i really don't know wht
i should do right now....please help
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lil_blaze2004
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Posted: 05-15-07 15:28pm
oyu need to get help. cutting is not the
answer. I understand it helps at that
moment but in the long run it's not.
People question my scars all the time and
it's quite embarassing.
Talk to a school counselor if you don't
want to talk to your parents right away.
Put a rubber band around your wrist and
and snap it every time you get the urge.
I promise you'll thank yourself in the
future.
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Poetry_Writter
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Joined: 13 Dec 2006 Posts: 20 Location: Newtown,
Posted: 05-15-07 16:59pm
lil_blaze2004
wrote:
oyu need to get help.
cutting is not the answer. I understand
it helps at that moment but in the long
run it's not. People question my scars
all the time and it's quite embarassing.
Talk to a school counselor if you don't
want to talk to your parents right away.
Put a rubber band around your wrist and
and snap it every time you get the urge.
I promise you'll thank yourself in the
future.
i have a therapist and i go to the school
counsler and im in a girls support group
at school and unfortunaly it doesnt help
it all just hruts more cause then in group
i absorb how the other girls are feeling
and come out more depressed but i try thr
rubber band thing and sometimes it works
so yeah
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lil_blaze2004
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Posted: 05-15-07 19:04pm
Poetry_Writter
wrote:
lil_blaze2004
wrote:
oyu need to get help.
cutting is not the answer. I understand
it helps at that moment but in the long
run it's not. People question my scars
all the time and it's quite embarassing.
Talk to a school counselor if you don't
want to talk to your parents right away.
Put a rubber band around your wrist and
and snap it every time you get the urge.
I promise you'll thank yourself in the
future.
i have a therapist and i go to the school
counsler and im in a girls support group
at school and unfortunaly it doesnt help
it all just hruts more cause then in group
i absorb how the other girls are feeling
and come out more depressed but i try thr
rubber band thing and sometimes it works
so yeah
do you ever want kids?? I have a almost 2
yr old boy and he's started noticing my
scars. what the heck am I gonna tell him
when he asks me "Mama, what's that?" Put
that in your head next time you want to
cut.
It can take a long time to stop
cutting...It took me a few yrs but I have
not cut in over 2 yrs now and the urge
hasn't been around at all in the last yr
or so. It will get better.
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Poetry_Writter
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Joined: 13 Dec 2006 Posts: 20 Location: Newtown,
Posted: 05-15-07 20:37pm
yeah i do want kids and yeah it will be
wierd telling ur kid wht that is from and
im sry that u have to do that but most of
mine are gone and im only a teenager so
yeah i think i have time for them to go
away plus im starting to use the stuff
that makes scars dissapear...im really
happy that u have stopped and the urge has
stopped to i know how difficult it is to
deal
