Im Just So Upset..

There is so much caca going on right now i feel like i have no one to talk to. everyone i call doesnt answer and no one is on aim. my world was already crashing but now its just falling apart. I only have 28 more days with my husband and hes at work instead of home. i have to manage to pack up my entire house in those days. then this girl that i thought was my friend just stops answering her phone. we were suppose to have a garage sale and she totally bails and leaves me to have to throw things together in one night. she said she had tables and signs and i got the newspaper ad and then we were suppose to do it last friday but when she didnt answer her phone i had to do it saturday with my other friends and of course they were late so i was all alone trying to sell three families worth of caca. well my friend sharon, ive know her for over a year now has this new friend she met at a meeting for wives whose husbands were depoying and their husbands are in the same group, ne way she came over and everything was fine sat and sun, (weve been around each other b4 and we just dont click but we still talk) and then monday we went out and at dinner she flips and starts cuzzing me out. see shes married and 5 mo pregnant with someone shes known since last october and he tells her what she can do all the time, like she has 6 times more money in her bank account than sharon but shes only allowed a certain amount of money a week so sharon ends up paying for her to eat. like we went out for lunch that day too and she and i were gunna split sharons meal since she didnt really wanna go, and her husband flipped over 5 dollars!! everytime we go ne where all we every talk about is how he said she cant do this or that and im sick of it so i said something and she starts yelling how she doesnt wanna b around me and shes gunna take a taxi home (we were an hour from our houses) an d being all imature and now the only friend i have left i can only hang out with like every other day cuz this other girl doesnt wanna be around me. its doing it retarded i just wanna leave here already, sharon claims to b there when i need her but im 19 i have two kids and my husband is going to war, um i think i need you to be my friend everday not when it suits that other b*tch. and she started it, her husband was yelling cuz my kids were talking in the background and i said they are just kids he needs to get over it and i guess he heard me and when we were at dinner shes like he wants me to put him o speakerphone next time i say ne thing, i was like i dont care, i dont give a damn what he has to say because its not important to me to be friends with such a friend, i dont need him to like me. ok so this is prob. really long, if you read it thank you.