hi, my names jessika and im new to this forum.
im newly pregnant and really dontt know what to do anymore
my boyfriend of almost a year is now telling me that he wants space
and one second hes telling me have an abortion and he wants to break up,
the next second hes telling me how much he loves me and how he
just needs to clear his head. Im so hurt and honestly so confused..
i dont understand what he wants from me anymore. and yeah, i should be
doing what i know i need to do for me but its hard to be without him
right now. As of last night, i told him that if he wants his space he can have it..but now its like im so afraid to loose him, and im so afraid that i
cant do this on my own. All ive been doing for the past almost 2 weeks is
just crying and crying and crying because i really dont know what to do anymore. And, everyones saying "oh its ok you have your friends and ur family." but its not the same know what i mean? im so hurt and broken down but at the same time im so angry at him for putting me through this.

Ok i feel a bit better now, i just needed to honestly let that out to someone besides my family and friends.