My mother is Bipolar and my brother is
schizophrenic and I've been battling with
social and mental problems for awhile;
problem is I don't know what it is.
I thought it was manic/depression for
awhile; however I realized I was never
really manic
So after looking up stuff based on what
people said they hated about me (mostly my
attitude and personality) I realized it
could of been that I was with borderline
personality disorder. Every symptom and
discription fit me perfectly.
I've been called a psychopath a couple
times and out of curiosity I looked it up
and freakishly enough some of the
discrptions fit me too.
Now i'd go into greater detail about what
I usually think and how I feel, I'm just
wondering what the heck I should do. My
family goes to counsling and I don't like
my family and for me to ask the counsler
that I need special help, it would make my
parents say I'm just looking for attention
or something. I seriously can't live like
this anymore, no body wants to be around
me or be my friend and its all cuz my
personality and shyness and attitude flat
out suck. What should I do and would you
classify it as Bipolar or Borderline?
