Anxiety and Stress Forum - Is It All In My Head?

Ok. I'm a 30 year old female with a history of GERD, gastroparesis (not diabetic) sinusitis, and anxiety. I have had blood tests, EKGs, tilt table, heart ultrasounds, Holter monitors. All were normal (The heart monitor showed PVC's, the doctor wasn't worried about it) Two years ago, I had sinus surgery and it made it WORSE instead of better. I feel as if I'm in a constant foggy state for more than 3 years now. I've tried different medicines for my sinuses, multiple antibiotics. But nothing works. It's been so long since I felt normal, I don't know what it is anymore.

Lately, I have been having spasms throughout my body. My legs, arms, face, stomach and head. If I feel it in my stomach, I will take some mylanta and it seems to get better for a small while. But the spasms continue. Most of the time, the spasms are like a quiver, like something wiggling beneath my skin. Other times, I feel my muscles get so tense that it hurts (it's as if if I am a marionette with a sadistic puppeteer) I feel these pains mostly in my arms and legs and feet. I feel as if my throat is tight too. My thyroid levels were a little low, but the doctor didn't think I needed treatment for it. Sometimes, when the spasms start, I feel as if I am short of breath but only in the back part of my throat, where the uvula is. If I breathe through my mouth, I can clearly tell I am able to get air in fully. Other times, I feel like I am forced to sigh. Sometimes, the spasms make me feel as if I am a scratched CD or DVD and my brain 'skips' a few seconds. When I stand up, my head feels as if it is going to explode. Sometimes, after eating, I break out in a sweat, no matter what it is I ingest. After taking something to alleviate the sinus pressure, I feel a little better, but not by much. I can be just sitting and my ears feel as if they need to be popped, but I'm not in an elevator. I have been seeing a therapist for anxiety for over a year. My anxiety attacks have dropped immensely, but I wouldn't have them if my body wasn't so defunct. When I try to explain my symptoms to my doc, she just looks baffled. It is quite frightening and I feel as if I cannot concentrate. I spend most of my day doing a mental body system scan to check and see what hurts and feels funny. Could mold cause these problems? I recently found mold in my home and got it cleaned and cleared away. My breathing is better, yet these other symptoms continue. I fear I may have nerve damage (vagus nerve, perhaps?) I try to not Google my symptoms, it makes my paranoia take flight, but I don't know what else to do. Sad